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Tuesday, March 31, 2009,11:47 PM
vroom vroom!
100 Random Facts About You:
1.Real name: Jocelyn 2.Nickname(s): joce, joc 3.Star sign: Sagittarius 4.Male or female: Female 5.Primary School: peixin(gone) 6.Secondary School: yio chu kang sec(sucky) 7.JC/Poly: ? not that clever ): 8.Hair color: brownishh black? 9.Long or short: Long. 10.Loud or Quiet: in the middle? 11.Sweats or Jeans: Jeans. 12.Phone or Camera: camcorder! 13.Health freak: Hahaha, not so, 14.Drink or Smoke?: ABSOLUTLY NOT. 15.Do you have a crush on someone?: (: 16.Eat or Drink: gulps 17.Piercings: mmmhmm 18.Tattoos: NO?
HAVE YOU EVER? 19.Been in an airplane: more than once 20.Been in a relationship: yes. 21.Been in a car accident: No. 22.Been in a fist fight: eh, not really. sad to say, for cat fight, its a yes
FIRSTS: 23.First award: errr 24.First best friend: TERRI 25.First Girl/Boyfriend: nahhh 26.First crush: outsider? not to consideration though 28.First vacation: scratching my head.
LASTS 29.Last person you talked to: bunny(terri) 30.Last person you texted: hazmi(not what you think) 31.Last person(s) you watched a movie with: misakee(: 32.Last food you ate: pastamania 33.Last movie you watched: -.^? 34.Last song you listened to: i'd rather be with you 35.Last thing you bought: the combo(s) 36.Last person you hugged: ERH, think its shirlyn.
FAVES: 37.Food: prawns! 38.Drink: lemon teaa 39.Clothing: presentable in my taste 40.Book(s): organizer 41.Song(s): sorry, still counting 42.Flower: sunflowers. 43.Colors: RAINBOW (: 44.Movies: interesting, NO HORROR. 45.Phrase: tsk. you uh! 46.Subject(s): idk.
IN 2008, Did You 47.Kissed in the snow: when have you ever seen a drop of snow HERE? 48.Celebrated Halloween: no. 49.Had your heart broken: DUHH -.- 50.Went over the minutes on your cell phone: YESSS. 51.Someone questioned your sexual orientation: HAHA! 52.Came out of the closet: came out? i was never inside. 53.Gotten pregnant: what?? HUH. no?! 54.Make someone cry: no. 55.Done something you've regretted: yes. 56.Broke a promise: yes. 57.Hid a secret: of course! 58.Pretended to be happy: time and time again): 59.Met someone who changed your life: haiy- dont talk about it. 60.Pretended to be sick: yes!(dementia walk), haha 61.Left the country: i think so? 62.Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it: eh, ? 63.Cried over the silliest thing: yes. 64.Ran a mile: no. 65.Have part-time work: no. long time ago. 66.Stay single the whole year: no.
CURRENTLY: 67.Eating: no, 68.Drinking: no, 69.Doing: this random facts now? hah 70.Listening to: taking back my love 71.Plans for tomorrow: not into planning 72.Waiting for: yea, freedom.
YOUR FUTURE: 73.Want kids?: yepp! think 2? 3? idk. its the future. 74.Want to get married?: of course 75.Careers in mind: successful woman? DUHHH
HAVE YOU EVER : 83.Lost glasses/contacts: no. 84.Ran away from home: no. i dont dare. (dad will hack) 85.Mistaken anyone for someone else: yes. hahaha 86.Lost your way before: i dont think so, i always have people with me 87.Broken someone's heart: nope. :D 88.Been arrested: no way. 89.Cried when someone died: -.- stupid question. DUHH!
DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 90.Yourself: somehow? 91.Miracles: MMMHMM(: 92.Love at first sight: yes. 93.Heaven: yes! 94.Santa Claus: mmm, not one that has rein deer, and a santa will real big belly. 95.Sex on the first date: never wont. 96.Kiss on the first date : HAHAHAHA,hmmmmmmm.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: 97.Is there one person you want to be with right now? YES, he knows, and god knows. 98.Are you seriously happy with where you are in life?: somewhere there luh. 99.Do you believe in God: YES.
THIS IS THE 100TH QUESTION 100.Do you think this is a best random quiz ever: NO? abit lame though. HAHA
NOW TAG 5 PEOPLE TO DO THIS.. 1. terri 2. Him 3. hazmi 4. Her 5. esther
♥ 12.10PM
its april fool's now! tricked a few of my friends! HAHAHA. going to trick more tmr! hahaha :D WOO LALA~ goodnights
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10:37 PM
sayang^^
first thing first! MY SAYANG((:        had a great day with you my dear girl. (: the hallway towards the toilet was the most funny la! HAHA take half way, you just ran away. OMG OH YA. and there was a man peeping at us taking photo right! SICKO! eew! best part was, you were wearing skirt and you sat exactly how a guy sits! OMG. siao siao. HAHAAH damn funnnnnnnniee. you've got weird but nice poses! foooh, like fingers on your teeth? HAHAHA but thats quite niceeee i must say. you're so photogenic! hmm. wherever we go, you always want to take photo euh. the moment we see mirrors, or whatever, dont care! JUST TAKE RIGHT? hahaha. that mirror at fox? remember? WALAU. first, it was video and then, hazmi called. DIDNT MANAGE TO TAKE! ): ahh. never mind. we hace 47 photos in total. thats enough, but lesser than what we took the previous time we went out! hahaa anyway, i had fun with you babe! love, sayang :D
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Monday, March 30, 2009,11:56 AM
HE REIGNS
Hello! (:
just woke up only got a call from mummy, asking me to pass her a shorts. WA went down all the way just to pass that to her. GOSh. the stain is SO SMALL only. -.- never mind, morning walk. HAHA
 my chains are gone, i have been set free
whenever i wake up in the morning, my back will hurt. i have no idea why. SERIOUSLY, i haven seen a doctor yet. ): i kinda think its not a dont care matter already. think i have to really go see a doctor. ARGHH. im so scared): lord, i pray.
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Sunday, March 29, 2009,11:54 PM
i know you'll be
had a good day today((: went to church in the morning then have to leave early to go lunching with my dad's side. took cabby all the way, stepped out of church only, we had a cab in front of us and its empty! HAHA so just went in. ((: TURF CITY, here we come! we went to the ah yat restaurant for dim sum! the food was nice, service was good too! very efficient. haha ask for something, next minute or less than that, you'll get it except for food luh, they need to prepare still right, so cannot within one minute. its like ard less than a minute? yuppp(: all together was $75 for 5 people. worth it? HMM. daddy said he will take it as ex. jie said 75 bucks only?! HAHAHAHA lol. i also dont know which one. anyway, food there was awesome la((: after that, went to 4th auncle's house. babies were all so cranky! cry and cry and cry! aiyoo. think they wanted to sleep but then my gu zhang go and put all the pacifiers in the car boot! AWW. poor cousiees, cannot sleep! hhaaha. reached, played wii :D getting abit sick of it i think, if not means i have no mood to play this week. feeling damn sian and feel so ARGH. dont know what am i thinking of also. haiyyaa dont care! had DURIAN CAKE just now!!! its from emicakes((: ITS AWESOME!!! head back home after that. WALAU. my aunt bought a crocs for only 20 bucks!! , at expo! HMMMPH!! ARGH and those tiny cute little thingy you can put in the holes? 2 packets of a mixture, 5 bucks only! WTH. damn cheapp can!!! tell me if there's any expo sale okok!! WAH! missed damn good stuffs la. ASS heard that the adidas sale was good too!
tsk .imy):
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12:02 AM
TO THE DRAIN):
DRILL DRILLING DRILLEDshould just give it up. there's nothing i can do. ive said all i want. ive done all i could. whyy.................................. know what? , im just going to forget it la, i just hope you wont regret, what you're doing right now. wait wait and wait, when she dont even give a damn fucking care about you. you really make me so disappointed. SIGHSall day you will huff and you puff, okay! never mind, if you dont think about yourself, at least give a damn about people who cares for you ok.
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Saturday, March 28, 2009,2:26 PM
it takes a thought to make a word
love is a mystery,you just cant figure it out.STORY OF A NAIL"dont look down on me because i seem to be an insignificant nail. i travelled the world and i have seen much in life. The highlight of my life was the day i was taken by a Roman soldier along a dusty road that ked to calvary."When he took me out of his bag, i saw three men waiting to be crucified. Serve them right, these criminals! But there was something different about the man in the middle.Those weeping woman called him 'Messiah' . A plaque on the cross read " King of the Jews" . So this was no ordinary man. He seemed to be well loved and respected. I hate to see this man die. For once, i wish i wasnt a nail. A soldier placed me at the wrist of the man in the middle and hammered me in. "OUCH, OUCH!" my head hurts. How self-centered i was. The pain must have been excruciating for him, but he was silent. As his head turned, I saw those eyes. They were not eyes of anger and hatred, but of love and compassion. I heard him say, "Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing"There was something i didnt understand. What crime has He committed? 'He claimed to be the Son of God,' one woman told another. But..... to be crucified for that? Later i gathered it had to do with what man called "sin" . This man had to bear the sins of the world. That sounded pretty heavy. Poor man.It wasnt long before He breathed his last. Honestly, i was sad to see him die. If He claimed to be God, and if it is true, surely He can save himself? Why didnt he come down from the cross? My fellow nails and i secured him to the cross. But it was love, love for the world that held him there.
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Friday, March 27, 2009,1:15 PM
over
   i like the background! ((: sea was nice but damn dirty. EEW .   after my bath, i came out i saw diyy. thats was when we started taking photos. HAHA because she came on the 2nd day only. she's in KL now i bet. have funn!      i still have alot of his photos, hah. put up some enough((: look at all his postures and poses! damn funny.  QAQA((: , ily nice night with you! hahahahaha  nabil was very tired already, thats why no funny faces or whatever. hahahaa. spent the whole night till like 4 plus am still in the pool! hands and feet were all like soggy meat. HAHa eew played games with them, talk to them was quite fun! ;D   I LOVE, MIRAH SHIIRAH ((:  look at this lazy bum! ^^^^    reached aloha loyang with hazmi. weather was freaking hot, and we walked from pasir ris ok!! then saw this sign board of my chalet's name. its call *Flame Of The Forest* NO WONDER IT WAS SO SO SO HOT! ((:  diyy(: i've not slept for like 2 nights man, and im very surprised that i was not tired on the first night! hahaha. nabil, fian and wafir and mirah was going shut off already. after the swim, went to take wallet and stuffs, i think it was around 430 if im not wrong ya, we walked to downtown to eat mac's breakfast. AHHAA first time i eat breakfast at that type of time. ok. now, i am very tired already. off to sleep too (: im off like an aeroplane!! HAHAHA
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Wednesday, March 25, 2009,12:33 PM
-SIGHS- would someone just tell me what to do? im so so like dont know what to do. or perhaps show me something!!! ARGh. its just a feeling thats so indescribable. its feels so bad to always keep it inside, and like i dont even want to tell people bout it. haiyy i really want to know. sometimes i dont even dare to say hello to you la): i dont want to be the one who always initiates! i feel so crappy now. thinking of those times we've spent together, meeting up randomly, taking bus together and blah blah. TSK. im so fickle minded- thinking to ask you out or not. HAIY
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11:32 AM
dont wanna miss a thing
a last blog before i go chalet! hahhahaha. will be back on the 27th.(: its not as if im out of singapore, so cna just msg me still. HAHA :D so boring. 6 then check in sia. so so so late and long! what am i gonna do for now neh? hahahaha. woo we're going to have a pyjamus night! so cool right! hahahahaha SO FUNNNN! (: we're gonna surprise my teacher too. YAY wonder how it's going to turn out man. so many things have been screwing up while planning and everything. haiyoo. but anyway, today is the day! SO, just relax and go! :D though i will get to see you every week, i still miss you. and im sure to miss you again. 2 weeks i wont be able to see you. ): be careful. and take care.
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Tuesday, March 24, 2009,11:04 PM
splitting pain
had so much laughters today. all thanks to shirlyn and mich((: WOO la la. went to meet michelle, just for lunch but we end up having nice dinner together too;D ahahah.YAY. we eat and eat and eat. wait.CORRECTION. is shirlyn. HAHAHAA((: and all of us had cravings for ice cream, so we head down to ntuc the nearest stall i think, hahahaha. we bought mag a cone. OKAY!, it turned out to be damn NOT NICE ok! walau. i tell you! the cone can roll out ok!!!!! MY GOODNESS. freaking freaking really soggy. EEEEWW. digusting to the max max can. walau. what a waste of money. it was so funny. we were laughing our lungs out! (: after that, michelle went back to her office. HAHA she didnt want to go back. partly cos we went to meet her, having too much fun, secondly, its because she was packing the store room! wear so nice, go there and pack store room! ZZZZ. haiyoo anyway, me and shirls was bored till nothing to do, we went to the singapore arts museum. HAHA. 5 bucks. WOO. the art works are really nice! shirlyn secretly took like alot actually. HAHAa ((: head to eat thai food with them:D surprisingly it wasnt like crowded! if not need to like wait for very long. VERY FILLING:D went to walk walk after that. walk up,walk down, walk left, walk right. took train home and that was it! came home bathed and everything. preparing to sleep, piggy called me and then ask me to open the door for her. didnt know jerald was with her! my goodness. walau. HAHA anyways, AYU, please okok. PLEASE LA, sayang! i promise i'll kick his ass. you have a better guy, RIGHT INFRONT of you! (: SPLITTING HEADACHE, please go away):
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Sunday, March 22, 2009,7:11 PM
specially special
supposed to go for the walk today. HAHA ps. i left ayu ): SORRY! will make up for that. will treat you ya((: after church went out with marc, jean, shirls and michelle. shirlyn had to go hospital so didnt join us. michelle ah, i tell you. HAD A DAMN HARD TIME PERSUADING HER MUM! my goodness! asked her. then she said, NONONO! you're going home young lady! HAHAHAHAHA. fooh! anywya, we all planned to like watch movie, but ended up shopping instead. because watchmen is too long, and its M18 also): then got no more shows also. mickey scared too late, her mum will scold and nag which we dread! haaha. so we went like zara, topshop topman, fcuk, mango, blah blah blah ate ice creammm((: DARK CHOCO:D oh ya! we went hugo boss too. apparently marc wanted to see the COOL shades. hahahah its quite nice, like unique la. but he cant wear in spore. LOL too not practical. too bad. HAAH bet you're still considering to buy it or not right! hahahahahahha cos its costs 300 plus!. ok that reminded me of smth. zzz ok now, shirlyn is stucked with her parents! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA cant get out of their hands! ): supposed to meet me at 7 but now she says only ard 8. )): never mind. its holidays now also. HAHAHA going out tmr with my secondary school friends! so long since ive seen you guys! hope it'll be funnn!. WOO LA LA :D
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Saturday, March 21, 2009,1:36 PM
fruitty apple pie ((:
using a damn lousy laptop now, so freaking LAGGY! wa. like load one page need 2 minutes! )): cos its my dad's one. brother using the desktop. zzzzz facebook really loads damn slow sia. HAHA. woke up already had food to eat. ((; how xing fu. :D love you mum and dad ! wanted to play game with ben but this thingy freaking laggy. cant play. know why? HAHa he start drawing already, my side haven even start! ZZz then he was like AIYA. forget it. other day then play again. HAHA my ankle having rashes)): its like eczema for like one month already sia. still haven recover. TSK stupid pallas shoe. HAHA \im getting bored easily these few days)): dont know what to do. play games also like not fun. HAHA ABEL* BANANA* * JELLY* hahahahahahahaha going church later, having cell group! :D marc's doing games, jem's leading ((: HAHAHA hope it'll be good. and also hope wont be like last time. SUPER BORING. :D god bless you all (: CANT WAIT FOR CHALET! ((: oh ya tmr is the dementia walk thingy. cant go to church): AHHHHH! i want to go expo adidas sale! )): CRAP LA. saturday sure alot of people plus i have church also. how to go sia. TSK anyway, i dont need much stuffs also. HAHA hmmm will post again tonight. :DD
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2:00 AM
forget those
Two steps removed from every thing I thought I knew There's no remedy I see your face in every single thing I do You change me Your laugh intoxicating One touch and I'm negating everything around Take me and I'm yours I only want you anymore I kiss the ground
If you want to know the truth, You make or break my day If you want to know the truth I wouldn't have it any other way
I rest my head from running circles 'round my mind On why you let go No answers to be found, romances don't rewind I guess I'll never know Why your absence is devastating No touch to calm my hating everyone around You leave me when I'm yours 'cause you don't want me anymore I hit the ground, yeah
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Friday, March 20, 2009,10:37 PM
cravings
YAY. its holidays now! ((: lalalalalalalalalalalalalala FOOH! enjoy, people! hahahaha legs are so tired from standing): today have been standing the whole day, ok la only like sat for an hour? :/ for my break time loh, what else? had briefing today and of all groups!, have to be her group. WTF. when then can i dont see that bitch's face? EEW chalet going to see her also. she's at ttsh also. -.- AND going imh with my group also!!! WTH sia OF ALL GROUPS?! argh EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE see her that face feel like slapping sia. tsk. im so black hearted): but after how what what she treated me, i dont think i should be nice to her and her friends. hate hypocrites, like YOU. teacher said when we reach, we'll see alot of patients welcoming us. omg, can you just imagine that?! SCARY)): and they specially love students. ouh oh. HMMM. hahah anyway, will post more about them when im back from there ok((:
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Thursday, March 19, 2009,10:16 PM
breakeven
 legs are freaking suan and pain. maybe because ive not gone for attachment and standing so long. but i enjoy((: its so fun talking to my patients, both young and old! young people, we have much to talk about. old ah ma, they're so cute! they'll just look at you and smile. and some are just so naughty! having high fever, (going to 39 alr) still dont want to put ice pack and then keep asking me to go home. haiyohh. time passes so lonng during afternoon shifts! ): anyway, after talking to you for the past few days, everything i think about, the first thing that comes to my mind is you. serious, its really you thats why sometimes, randomly i will msg you. people! if i randomly msg you, means ive thought of you ok! ((: perhaps you still..... but i just want to let you know that before i have even told you, we went out and ya ya. its so fun. but now, i dont even dare to initiate anymore. now, we're not even talking, like talk also abit)): and we're not even going out anymore): how i wish we could be like that again. sighs but i doubt so we can also. -i really want it that way-
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Wednesday, March 18, 2009,5:04 PM
stitches
wah! second day of attachment. so tired man! ): yay, tmr afternoon shift! lalala~ but then one thing i dont like about afternoon shift is that we go home at 9pm! very late! ): but can wake up later. HAHA will be going IMH for 2 WEEKS! wah. sounds fun but scary. hahaha. my teacher says that all her previous students all scared. quotes from them *EERER! teacher. i scared la!* then acts like them. shaking and whatever. hahahahaahahaha well will definitely blog bout it when im back from there! will be posted to KKH too, the nursery ward((: this is definitely fun but dangerous)): all the babies there right, is either with fragile necks or premature! I SCARED): AHHHHlehLUUUUYAHHHH hahahhahahaha back to today, hahahhaha LALALALA afternoon staffs have to take report from morning staffs right. ok here comes one YA YA staff nurse. we dont know her, never see her before ok. today first time see her. have not even talked to her, or rather ask for her name. pass report, we just stand beside the trolley that they have to see the case notes everything la. yupp she said. EXCUSE MORNING SHIFT PEOPLE, go back into the cubicle. we dont need you to take report here. i was like WTH? want to listen also cannot? ZZZ/ what a YA YA nurse. tsk morning shift also got one YA YA HCA. shes only a hca what. trying to boast around cos we're all students? think we everything dont know like that. year one skills think we year 2 students dont know is it. ZZZZZ -.-" trying to act big only. HCA nia wait till you're a staff nurse then say la. hhahaha am i very bad? OH GOSH. but actually i dont really blame or angry with her la. just that shes so YA YA that me and ayu cant stand it. HORRIBLE. and my teacher is 6 weeks pregnant! congrats teacher((:
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Tuesday, March 17, 2009,5:08 PM
boom boom bumm bumm**
sorry. didnt have time to blog on sunday. HAHA. because the next day was my first day of attachment, but anyway, its to go school also. abit slack slack la. haha but still had to sleep early.haha oh wells. today was my first day of posting. woke up as early as 5.30!! but ayu woke up even earlier! siao one she, she woke up at 5.15! my gosh. (i cant!) so, im posted to 8B. its a cardiac ward. so everything have to ACT FAST! :/ because anytime the patient might have breathing difficulty and might just die! SCARY you know! haha. all my friends said they're all unfriendly. but today i went and work, they're all okay ((: YAY. poor mich. i suddenly thought for you): anyways, cheers! went to my aunt's place on sunday at chua chu kang. after dinner we stayed a while more and then went to the pasar malam to jalan jalan(: hahaha. then finally this has uncle ringo's games that adults can play too! that is the bumper cars!! ((: HAHA damn fun! i took photos. (family picture) ps ah lazy to upload. HAHA(: AHH. on morning shift tmr): have to wake up at 5.30 again)):
  oops. daddy got cut away, mummy too. ben not paying attention. think looking at girls. HAHA (:
this is the best! (: YAY . love mummy! love you daddy! love you pig sister! love you fatty bomm! i love myself too! ((:
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Saturday, March 14, 2009,7:55 PM
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz
IM SO BORED! talking to tanhaiping now, i cant believe i typed wrongly. i wanted to type im gonna kick your ass. but instead i had a typo error and i typed im going to kiss you ass. HAHAHAHHAAH goodness me. laughed at myself for like 5 minutes? lol now he just cant stop teasing me. walau. say what. better than live porn. i was like -.-? damn dirty. im talking normally. he like talking in a freaking dirty way. ZZZ can anyone go out? like NOW? now now now! im so boreddd. ): parents go pat tor at clarke quay. brother at camp no one to disturb. my piggy sister is studying cannot disturb also. WHAT TO DO NEH? tv also nothing to watch. later see all the nonsence cooking show everything then hungry. hungry then go find food. sit down eat eat eat then grow fat. ARGHH! DAMN TAN HAI PING. keep disturbing me. ZZZZ i want to go out! ):
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12:45 PM
OUUUCHHH.
yoyo. haha was doing leaf streamers just now. goodness. i also dont know why but i suddenly did it like in a very fsat manner like theres someone using my hands to do work! really fast. then somehow i got pricked by the damn needle. damn freaking pain! and got a hole there. like its visible? GOSHH ok im off to eat lunch! ((: YAY byee
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Friday, March 13, 2009,8:14 PM
smelly leaffy
omg. didnt know that we would go picking leaves! hahaha. lol getting prepared for tara's tribal baby shower tomorrow. hmm somwhow think its very plain. shirlyn and i did a fire entrance- like banner so that when everyone enters church, they have to like bend down and cross over. hahahhaha. THATS ALOT OF HARD WORK OK. (: oh ya. forgot to say this! went out of my house at 10. met shirlyn only at 11 know why? she told me that any bus would stop at sembawang's interchange. guess what. i tool 856 and it didnt stop there! ive went pass factories and many more! and also prison!! i was wondering where the hell am i cos the bus didnt turn after the semb mrt stop! goshh. haha i was stupid enough also. didnt go and ask her. HAHAHA lol planned to eat breakfast. but haha was kinda late but never mind. we made it in time. she went down to buy first cos when it reaches 11, no more. so YAY. i had my big breakfast(: she had her hotcakes with sausage(: with 2 milo and hashbrowns! ((: after that went to her house and discuss and do. after that we slacked. HAHA the baby shower is tmr and we've not done anything, not kan chiong at all! how good can we be! hahah went downstairs planning to pick leaves but it was raining. then we went to buy snacks. HAHA (sure get fat) we bought the salty wheel crackers, roller coaster and bika chicken went back and watch she's a man. haha. damn funny but nice! after that we went down to grab leaves. took some photos. its all with shirlyn think shes gonna tag on fb. go see. damn funny the tree was like abit bald after we plucked them we even went to school's area to pick! HAHAHAH okay. will blog again tmr. help im addicted to kasih mengapa. oh gawd oh wells, hope tmr will turn out good! (:
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9:10 AM
oh lord.
meeting shirlyn at 10am to eat breakfast and also help her plan too then right WALAU!! wake up early in the morning with this freaking bad pain again. sighs. i really dont know why is it like this. sit down also got problem. what to do man. can you imagine you can only sit upright? only upright okay. you cant even rest your back! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME. ive yet to go see doctor. mmm i had a dream. its about my back. here we go. one day, i had a very bad pain. really cannot take it anymore. called my dad and mum. they send me to ttsh. zzz (hahah) eee cant imagine me wearing their pajamas! haha okay back here! ya. then they gave me a painkiller through injecting to my spine area. then also draw out the fluid in there to go for some test. okay. then i had to stay for observation as usual la in hospital. then the result was out. doctor says must go for OPERATION! omgomgomg!!! i was damn scared. i really wanted to like run out you know!! then every night in the hospital i cried and cried. and i prayed and prayed. i'm so scared because marcus's sister also had back pain. she went for operation and then now she cant bend down. she cant have kids. oh gawd. and i dont want my family to like worry. its really like a burden man. i have a strong feeling that its my spine. like really my spine. you cant bend down it doesnt even concern your muscles or whatever lah. SIGHS. i keep on praying. i really wonder what the hell is in there making me so pain, making me cannot bend down. the moment i woke up from the dream, i prayed immediately. like seriously. this isnt a joking matter to me now. at first it kinda was luh. but now, it keeps on coming back again and again. like its more often than usual already. think its time for me to go see a doc. but then again, it come on and off leh. haiy i need prayers. please
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Thursday, March 12, 2009,8:12 PM
fishy chicky western
met up with pauline and shirlyn. had astons just now. freaking full now!
okay. asking for orders and everything. pauline and shirlyn said all the SAME THING. (: "can i have this?" everyone of us laughed. even the guy who is taking our order. then after a while me and shirlyn said the same thing too! something lah. cannot remember. hahah then! me and pauline said the same thing also! like no or yes i think? hahahaha
everything was like screwed like that cos of the damn not nice food today! pauline ordered an extra mushroom soup!! omg. we didnt even know la. hahaha the meal that she orderded right, already includes a mushroom soup! but she didnt see. TOO SMALL. hahaha i orderded a new type of dish today. yay. hahaha i orderded hickory bbq chicken today((: shirlyn orderded black pepper chicken. and pauline bought just onion rings and salmon speg. she didnt want to actually. hahaa she wanted the spicy seafood marinara. HAHAHA maybe she said wrongly or the guy heard wrongly. i dont know hmm. then we took photos and everything luh. yupp . mushroom soup came first then after that they served more than 3! i was like huh?! we orderded so many meh! then i thought. OH YA! her meal includes the soup!!!! we wanted to cancel the order but we didnt. HAHA pauline says nvm la. hahaha after her 2nd bowl of that, she was FULL already, when she haven start eating her speg! haha and then she said got no taste. i tried. YA! damn awful la! zzz today's speg not nice loh. then the salmon like hard hard. ZZZZ its a bad experience for her today. hahaha its the first and the last time for her at astons. pauline is like damn rich can. we took cab from ssc to her house! somemore peak hour! haha.
SHILYN IS IRRITATING. but i still love her!!!! she typed that HERSELF. hahahaha lying on my shoulder. then still complaint my shoulder hard. hahahahahahaha. damn funny la she.
trying to be funny cos we have nothing better to do. just in front of pauline but we're still talking on msn. hahahaha she come home still need to eat! hahah cos she didnt tell her dad that shes coming home to eat hahahah
pau pau : i'm freaking ass full me : hahahaha pau pau : thanks to the food there are fishes swimming me : swimming where? in your stomach? pau pau : yeah. swimming here and there very itchy hahaahahaha me : scratch la! hahahaha pau pau : there is alot of fish inside, there are gold fishes, salmon and more me : i think your fish is going to die because your stomach is acidic! hahah pau pau : precisely. im going to let them out into the big sea me : you mean the toilet bowl? hahahahaha pau pau : yaya. only that way to be out. shirlyn : whatever guys. you all nonsence!
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2:06 PM
umm ci ci um ci (:
GOODMORNING! woke up at like 8 plus and 9 plus. then baack to sleep again. guess what time i woke up! i woke up at 1.35! haha. omg. this is the latest time i have ever woke up at! HAHAHAHAHA im so bored now. looking for people to eat lunch with me. because i dont want to cook maggie. been eating maggie this few weeks already. later the next time you see me right, botak already. hahaha its 2 plus. talking to my cousin now. asking her if she wants to go out with me. she's very on! YAY. going to meet her already. so BYEEE~
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Wednesday, March 11, 2009,11:20 PM
bad bad bad day
i've been thinking and thinking and thinking should i or not. i feel that its bad. but i just dont know why. maybe its you. its just the way of how i feel about you! but never mind. it was never a misunderstanding. i really felt it for you. but somehow this another guy have to come in. i dont know whats happening now. like seriously. goodness me man ): in so much of confusion! HELP )): of all people and of all race, and of all things. why do all this have to happen?! HMM. haiy!! ARGH. single is the best la! HAIYOOOO. im going to faint already la! ):
yay. im going to kkh and back to ttsh. can you pronounce ttsh? is funny! but if you can pronouncce sgh and cgh, it will be way more funnier! and the most sexiest hospital of all! presenting the alexandra hospital! AH~ HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHA
2.1 is the most crucial period of time, my seniors all say they say that because this posting is going to be more tough because there's baby and psychiatric patients. wonder how it'll be like when im going to go there! WOO interesting! hahaha abit scared though.
im gonna restrain many people. gonna clean baby, bath baby, talk to baby like talking to myself anyway. HAHA just that its baby language. HAHA teach breast feeding and everything. COOL LA(: hahahaa. psychiatric wards will be different because all the security is super tight thats what my teacher says and everything. YUPP like any door also will be lock. wonder if the toilet's one too. HAHA
anyway im going to sleep! woke up at 5.30 yesterday. super tired. im off to bed. nights people! ((:
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10:38 PM
happy-licious day with sayang terri
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Friday, March 06, 2009,1:02 PM
fridayislove
GOODMORNING! ((:no school today. HAHA supposed to be a revision day but im blogging instead. XD but no matter what, im still going to study later. HAHA and then im meeting Terri for dinner at astons! ((: planned to be at sembawang only, but we talked and talked on msn and became to be meeting at dhoby ghaut. ans cause we both dont know what to wear, and so we've decided on leggings! hahahha! damn funny but exciting! WOO HOO! iloveyou! *boho beads* i want! ((: YAY!ive got my boho beads and rainbow pancakes. HAHA terri saw a flasher. HAHAHAHAHA!! some how its called a flasher i guess? she saw a freaking bangala masturbating at the bus stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh my goodness. she told me she was freaking scared. HAHAHAHA because no one was at the bus stop and he was walking towars her at a point of time. but luckily, there was a person who walked pass. and there then he finally wanted to stop. she freaking saw the *HEAD* that why she knew what the hell he was doing. HAHAHAHA, to think of it i cant stop laughing now! goodness me wonder if i was her. maybe i would be into shock. hah okay enough. hmm. we went the cathay to eat astons the queue was freaking long but somehow whenever we talk, time seems to pass VERY FAST ): i think we queued for half an hour? or maybe even an hour. we didnt even take note of the time! haha salmon speg and teriyaki chickeen((: and 2 lemon teas :D and 2 mushroom soup :D after that we went shopping around dg. HAHA went to see shoes, clothes and every little things ((: went cotton on, terri saw a pair of denim shorts just like the zara one she wants but dont have her size. aww~ ahaha. headed to cotton on body, just next door. hahah we tried on a shirt((: liked it! just buy! the buttons are so cute!! went into many many shops. HAHA then next shop we saw something we like was fox. we saw printed tank tops! they have disney characters. we both attack at the same one but different colour! ((: SAME TASTE! yum yum ^-^ tried and bought! haha we went to the same fitting room and stayed inside for quite long taking photos inside and everything.hahahahaha guess what! she never lock the door properly and then dont know who push the door then it opened! hahaha. luckily we were not changing!!! super funny. WE BOTH BROKE INTO LAUGHTERS. goshh. continued taking photos. HAHA then after that, we just walked around. finding places to chill and take photos like without anyone looking but no place): everywhere also got people. cos its a friday and its night time somemore. sian- so after that we headed to the mrt. terri suggested to stop and get off at marina bay and cam whore. cos there wont be people ard i guess? we're so fickle minded sometimes! reached there and then had an annoucement in the train saying it'll be stopping at yishun. so we didnt want to get down cos we know seldom people will take((: hahahah. yupp had so many photos. and she could only send me a few but never mind! shes gonna tag me at fb. YAY thanks my dear girl! i love you! had so much fun with you((: can forget everything when im with you! awaiting for our next outing! ((: love you !
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12:11 AM
jackies
  today was the last day of us for the year 2 students. love mr nah, to the maxx maxx maxx!!((: he gave us each a pen torch and our testimonials! that pen torch he has also, its the same. previous time we asked him how much i think he said 10 if im not wrong my class got 36 peeps. SO 36*10=360!! mr nah is so generous. just a pen torch, he bought for everyone have to spend like 300 over leh. wahhh. day by day getting stressed! ): monday and tuesday exam coming! i dont want to repeat bio 2 seh. ARGHH went back and bath, went to town with my brother and mum to meet my dad and sister ben went to send his phone for repair. haha he only got battery and sim card with him now only. hahahahaha pathetic. we've headed down to heeren after waiting for them to finish everything and then to find my sister. JACKS PLACE ((: but the service wasnt that good. i ordered steak and fish. i asked for a medium well steak but here came the meat so bloody! EEW. cos i ate the one corner, and apparently all the blood is already swallowed down with ther beef alr! this waiter, my dad told him already and still said i'll check. he took my fork and knive and cut. showed and said to my dad. sir, actually this is quite meduim well already. the other side was ok. but all the corners and inner meat right, was bloody. yupppp haha. then, they changed my potato and replaced it with a new one!! hahahaha steak i think they never replace. ): i feel so tired now. going to sleep soon sotong! :D goodnight!
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