Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhh oohhhh ohh ooohh ooohh oooh oooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I wait for you I promise you, I will

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

taking a deep breath!

wanted to do my stupid posb card today, but didnt bring my ic along)): damn it.
i had my birth cert with me! should have asked if i can use that man!!
one wasted trip there man):
ZZZ -.-
student pass also can you know, but i also lost it.
hahaha, so funny but yet pai seh also.
the police woman smile to me but i just look at her blankly
HAHAHAHA
then i called esther, went to house as early as like around 09.45 like that i think.
her 2 brothers all still sleeping. blah blah blah(:
waited for terri, we both on purpose, kept calling her.
hahah, wilson bluff me!
say she's not in. HMMPH
terri was still sleeping at 10.45 la! when we're supposed to meet at 11am.
HAHAHAHAHAAH. PIG RIGHT ;D
so then, me and esther walk walk walk to complex,
with the so strong sun, sweating but we like. LOL
went in change then tan tan tan((:

headed to ang mo kio later on.
do my stupid card, now my ezlink is the new one already.
yupp. terri went home after that.
slacked with booboo,
see guys then we talk laugh look.
HAHAHAHAHA, super funny.
cam whore with her all then FINALLY the bus came!
went to church then ;D

tatas! ;D
pictures timeeeeeeeee! ^^






















































































































































































































































































let's talk about this.
CHINA MAN AND BANGALA.
i only know if they were friends when the bus was reaching the interchange.
firstly, the china man was sleeping so shiok because got shoulder to lie on what right, haha
then the indian was talking on the phone, like dont care but i think he enjoyed that company.
HAHA,
so when he bus kinda like jerked, the china man straight away sit straight!
hahaha, damn funny lah!
then his eyes were so red and all, just like looking at the indian man. HAHAHAHAHA
and so, he smiled to the bangala!! WTH right
hahaha, the response was that he nodded his head, just like that
FUNNNY THING is that, they dont even know each other!!!!!
hahaha, freaking freaking funny. omg
at first we saw, we were like WTH? are they gays or what! hahahaa.
LOL, just hilarious laaaa(:
will update more photos with terri! (:

:heyoyoyo:
today was my last day of imh(:
yay but on the other hand, i miss them all also.
they're cute, naughty all la.
): sad and happy to leave though. HAHAHA

went out with ayu after that then;D
today is the day the bastard suppose to return money.
you better return. you're such an asshole man.
eh GIRL, want to complaint? go ahead k.
eh, i lazy upload photo euh. sorry peeps. will upload another time(:
i met her friends along the way.
met sahida, is it spelled this way? haha, i dont know.
then met deniza at northpoint also(:
yupp.
AYU tak nampak. she blind. then you hide, also too late.
she saw cos i told her the moment i saw you.
at first i didnt confirm it was you actually. HAHA
but something in my heart just told ayu that i saw denizaaaa.
oooh. finally saw you. ;D
preets! i love you all lah.

today wanted to go do ezlink card. then bloody fool,
they never say or show any sign saying must bring i/c, birth cert or passport sia!
make me waste one trip over there. KNSS. )):
then tmr must go there again. ah la mak!
ZZZ -.- then the auntie also give one taik face. WTH
hmmm, anyways
i'm going to play wii now! YAY ;D
byee, till then sweeties(:

took bus to imh with afiqah today,
trying to sleep in the bus, but couldnt.
): people walking up and down, hitting my leg
then keep waking up whenever im going to fall asleep!

finally! tomorrow im on afternoon shift,
but i know its going to be so boring.
today around 12 plus, we were so bored till we could even use handphones man!
patients were either seeing doctor, walking up and down, singing or stoning.
wonder what do they do during the afternoon and nights.
have not been on afternoon shifts yet.
have been waking up around 5 everday! )):

and everytime in the bus, either going home, or to work,
sitting in the bus with or without friend,
i look out of the window,
SO MANY things i will automatically think of.
norms will be sad. i also dont know why.
omg, i hope i wont get depression man.
I DONT WANT TO GO IMH, its horrible in there.
haha, sighs
each time i think of you and what you said,
haiyyyyyyyy.
forget it.
I've just regretted so much why did i ever even told you that.
was too stupid. way to stupid.
why would ever a girl confess to a guy.
normally is guys telling girls how he feels right.
but i did it the other way.
and it turned out bad.
freak,, i just made things between us like crap.
REALLY CRAP.
why did i ever do that?
ITS MY FIRST TIME.
i dont know what motivated me to do it.
my sister supported me but haiyyyy..
i should know where i stand la.



just crumple it up,
throw it away.
you're just wasting your time
so dont say a word that i wouldn't say to you
that i wouldn't say to you.

<fill me with your COLOURS>





i'm so tired!
actually i didnt really want to meet you, because of HER.
i know if you're like talking to me in imh, she will kinda ignore you right,
and others might just ignore you i bet.
she'll tell of your worst out, just like how she did to me.
so im trying to avoid seeing you in imh man.
SIGHS.
its so hard, i see her i see you,
and i also see THEM
AH LA MAKKKKK )):
headache man,
THEN
everyday hear people sing. like omg laaaa
they're nice and so so sometimes scary though.
haha, i saw one patient having a relapse today)):
haiyyy. THE MIND POWER!
MIND CONTROLS EVERYTHING IN YOUR BODY!
she was screming, yelling and crying!
oh gawd. i think i cant work there, cos i'm not very firm with the patients too.
i see all the nurses there so firm and stern with them!
WOO, nice!(:

met hazmi after that.
went bishan with him to get his scout thingy.
yupp, and then headed home after that(:
thanks hazmi for THAT(:










OPEN BRACKET
i wish those moments were mine.
if only my wish was made true,
if only i could fly freely,
if only there was you and me,
if only nothing was said,
if only everything had remained the same,
if only i can see rainbow everyday
CLOSE BRACKET
FULLSTOP



































this is the nicest among all, that was taken with him.
HELMI, SMILE THIS WAY.
very cute, very nice.
the rest macham eeeee. hahahahhaa(:
but nice la.
THIS IS STILL THE BEST. ;D

DAMNN TIREDD!!!!! ):
walau. woke up at 6 today sia.
super tired now, but going to blog anyway, dont care.

i took out the photos not because im ham ji,
but because i think you guys are just being so childish.
please, so what if you saw? LOL,
saw then saw la. i dont give a damn anyway,
if i dare to write and draw, why not let PEOPLE like you see?
im just drawing one damn fucking bitch, why you all kpo?
so extra for what? you can draw 3 to 4 of me,
why cant i draw 5 of YOU?!
and please, i didnt even indicate any name that it was you,
you think you so psycho IS IT?
AND!,
anyway, want to stare, STARE RIGHT INTO MY EYES BITCH,
dont go ask all your friends to come and see see. people turn already then turn back.
HAM JI ASSHOLE BITCH.



*got deleted away already?LAWL! if you never provoke us first we wont do this. dont ever step on one of our tails. you were the one who started this crap. dont blame us*


THE PIG FAMILY WITH TAILS
mother: BIG BIG NOSE AND TEETH mother PIG
father:BIG FAT UGLY FACE father PIG
daughters:THE RICH PIG no.1
THE BAD FACE PIG no.2
FAT PIG no.3
THE EMO PIG no .4
son:THE SHY but EVIL PIG no.5


okay, i shall stop all this nonsence.
i have to forgive.
seriously, but i think i'll take quite some time)):
haiyyy.

i think i sound scary! esther ever said, dont ever provoke jocelyn,
you will die, she will haunt you. HAHAA
no la. this is my first scolding so badly.
because, IM FREAKING PISSED with this pig family WITH TAILS.
what should i do..
LORD, i pray. please take away my hatred.
let the revenge be done by you;D
iloveyoulord.


today was my first day at imh.
almost the whole day is orientation!!
SUPER BORING though,
was falling asleep during the slide show, they were just showing how imh was last time.
AND YES!
finally its to the dorm area.
went to visit the ward that i was being posted to.
people there are friendly. we have not even step in yet, they were just looking at us so innocently and smiling to us. some are quite cute aunties. HAAHa
im in a female ward now. so yuppp(:
heng heng;D hahahaha
phews! , LALAALA^^

got one patient, so cute.
stnad in front of you, and then she goes *AHEMMMM* and stomps her feets.
then looks at you in the eye.
HAHAHAHAAH.
another one, LOOK FREAKING SCARY! ):
face white white, tie 2 pony tails, and she STARES.
yes, staring. big eyes, no blink.
another one, she's called yeh shi or smth.
smiled and approached to talk to us, her first sentence was,
I'M NOT ABNORMAL. I'M NORMAL(:
woo. she's scared that we'll mistake her for some really crazy mad lady.
HAIY, feel so sad for them sia. ALL THE DISORDERS. blah blah blah.
and one more, this auntie, she's being restrained and FORVEVER waving to us, asking us to go and sit by her side.
they have no family sia, we're just like their family, my nurse clinician said.
because no one wants to take them home. HOW SAD IS THAT. )):
just imagine you have no parents no family member at all sia.
I CANT LIVE WITHOUT THEM NOWWW!
OH YA! i almost forgot bout this auntieeeee(:
she walked towards us, talked in hokkien or teochew luh,
sama sama,,
she asked, do you all know how to sing christian song?
can you sing for me?
then she started singing for us.
she sang *zing zia hoh* ((:
but in a funny manner. yupppp

actually got patients that are really crazy.
just now, i went 2 was sleeping. only 1 was awake.
OMG, i tell you.
they're really really mad.
she was shouting, not singing the happy birthday song.
oh my, really pity them. sighs!
and then screamed and like struggled on bed too.
horrible. its so sad to see them struggling on the bed man.
want to go see but dont dare also. can only see from a distance,
cos her legs were not restrained, CANNOT GO NEAR
because they might KICK you anytime!!!
hope tomorrow will be better(:

people i love:
JESUS
hey, YOU(:
sayang!
terri, my princess
esther, my joker
joanna, my help in times of needs

WHO CARES?!
you want to draw draw all you want la.
aiya, bitch and fuckers are all so common and they're just everywhere!
you're one too. oh ya, you and you too.

you think i am bothered by you is it.
SEE ALREADY THEN SEE LA.
WHO CARES?!
lol, zzz

why cant things remain the same?
you guys started the whole thing can. WTF.
being childish and what so ever,
i think now, you guys are all being the childish ones!!
copy only.
people draw you also KPO go and draw draw draw.
and please lor. if you're so rich, i dont need to give you extra time ok
you bitch has so much money.
i just want to have a peaceful and nice blog.
but this type pf people, only know how to create trouble.
you saw it then saw it la.
WHAT, bu fu qi is it, draw back, copy, think of some thing else la!
childish people, waste my time only.
and i thought you were nice.
forget it man.
INTERNAL CONFLICTS.
ARGGHHHH.
no time to bother bout all this la, haiyoh

went church today,
kinda 'celebrated' easter sunday, yea
THEN, this time's baptism was different!
was just like sprinkles of water.
YUPP, cos the uncle too old already, cant go in to the tank
will have many complications, hahaha
then ate RED egg after church. HAHAHAHA
then i met jer, alvina, alvin, het mum and karthik, kathik for lunch at astons.
then we cabbed down to potong pasir,
cos alvina had to collect some stuffs, in the end i had some disturbings from jer.
ZZZZ -. -
then we cabbed back, wanted to watch movieee with them,
but then too late, cos karthik had to go to church to play for service.
ya looo. so i slacked a while then met ayuu(:
ate dinner, lepak lepak((:
then jalan home lohh! :D


goodnightts!
IMH TMRRR ((:
love,

planned to go swimming with esther already!
then hor, HMMPH
she sway, today first day!):
yaa. so we've shifted it to next saturday morning lo.
hhahhhaa. im so going to keep on swimming
I WANT TO GET FIT!! :D
hahaha, then met the guys and amelia today.
ZZZ they went home on the way there,
she cried and dont know what happen lo.
haiyoooo.
COMPLICATEDDDDD. omgg,

anyways, back here
we headed down to jurong east, to the swimming complex
WALAU! started raining when they went to rent the floatt,
ZZZZZ.
ran over to the deep pool's shelter.
FREAKING LOUD THUNDER TODAYY!!!!
walau! and oh ya,
got shelter macham no shelter at all la!
-.- sit untill my butt wet i also dont knowww, bags, shirts all was wet,
and something more super funny
i realised it untill adrain came over and say that his butt was wet already.
HAHAHA. then we moved further down like 2nd row,
zzz already wet, but we were all standing still.
hah, they didnt want to get their shorts wet cos they didnt bring extra i think?
yuppps. THEN,
i didnt plan to swim actually, was planning to actually help them see see the bags!
in the end, i was in the water with cl, and tanwx looking after those,
with his girly posture(legs crossed and hands like waiting for smth) and listening to music.
finished, cleaned up and everything,
said going steamboat or what, in the end eating KFC.
HAHAA, cheng long,wei cheow,
your steamboat very nice hor.
ok la.

reached home, i bathed and get freshened up((:
mummy and daddy cooked chilli CRAB!
OMG. super nice!!! ;D
with toasted bread too!
~lalalala~




F you man.
look who is the childish one here la please.
your bf no money come and BEG me for more time,
shiu shiu ah! HA! right in your face, BULLSHITTER
only know how to complaint.
and anyway, bitch,
if its only 40 dollars to you? give money to your bb or whatever shit la,
40 DOLLARS ONLY? i can alot with it can.
you so rich you return on his behalf then?
talk big only. you think you SO OLD i scared ah.
aku susa ah. who are to you to come and interfere?
you're not invovled in this can. WTF.

-THAT GIRL-
BIG NOSE, SO OLD cut BANGS, TEETH MACHAM TAIK.
go get yourself braces la.










































































-THAT GUY-
BIG NOSE, PLAY LABEL NO MONEY, (loser lah)
a mummy's boy too.
FACE MACHAM TAIK also,

QIYU,
REMEMBER?
lucky we were not the big nose freaks! HAHAHA(:
we have nice faces. not likeTHEM ;D

WAH, what a matching couple.
i think i cant be bothered to even think bout all this.
at least i dont like you, i say it out
im not like some people, so HYPOCRITE!
trying to act nice.
now i even think why did i ever fall for you.
YOU'RE normal,nothing good, with a PIG face.
feel like giving you an UMPHH!!
urgh. what a bullshitter.


thats all for my day.
GOODNIGHT PEOPLE.
love,

SAYANG, YOU'RE MINE!

helmie, you cant snatch her away!!! (:
hahaha

life has been so much better spending time with you!
this is the first time i met ayu so many times!
ahahaha(:
okay, we met 4 days continously!
WAAHAHA
met up, did silly things together and everything.
i kinda forgot which day, what did we do. HAHAHA

i kinda forgot which day i was doing what!
ahahaa, i have different photos for each days ;D
i think i juggled it up. yeah
dont care, but this were what we did!
im writing based on my memory! (:

• tuesday

went to lepak with ayuu,
she took cabby then came over to my house and slack(:
yuppp then wanted to order mac,
in the end, take photos take untill never call!
hahahha. she has never called before,
so dont dare to call also. HAHA
she said she dont know what to say.
LOL, i said!, just order like how you order at the place lah! haha
she's so cute!
*pinch your cheeks*

• wednesday

we went to lepak again. HAHA
she went to stay in helmie's house, then went home the next day.
haha, funny thing was, she was home already,
then i called her out to meet me! (:
thennnnn,
she was like 'walau, i just reach home sia'
hahaa
but never mind, she was nice enough to come out and meet me,
when she just reach home.
AWW, -LOVEE-
we're forever thinking what to do what where to go!
next time we neeed to plan man.
haaha, anyway. i had so much fun with you,
just that few hours!! ;D

• thursday

morning, woke up went to ntuc
hoping that there'll be crab!
ask mummy to cook(:
went with my sister!
walau. she like auntie can!! hahahah
SUPER FUNNY!
then i met ayu in the afternoon;D

before i went to meet her,
walked passed the tunnel towards the bus interchange
THIS AUNTIEEEE, holding an ntuc plastic bag,
DONT KNOW WHAT THE FREAKING SHIT IS INSIDE?!
WAH THE FREAK, cut my leg!!!!!
OMG, damn damn pain, i almost cried
not i got two slash cut in my leg.
so pain and so ugly)):
haiyy, then
we went to see what bus goes to imh.
hahahaha,
got to check out that place, if not no time management,
teacher will minus away our marks. HHAHAA
then gpa will get pulled down!
WAH. and know what, we're just like on an excursion can!
hahaha. super funny!
everywhere we go, we're just like taking photos la(:
anyway, im going to have a long ride there! ):
die, dont know what time i have to wake upppp.
haiy.
OH YAAA. i almost forgot bout this.
i thought we took bus back at the opposite side sia!!!!!!
walau, ended up going to bedok! , soooo funny can!
cos i saw the sign saying like bukit blah blah, and jln blah blah
ya. and was thinking why so long haven reach yishun interchange.
walau............!
hahahahaahahahahaha
okay, never mind,
then we explored around around bedok,
bought you tiao and butterfly buns. ;DD
but the you tiao was damn lousy. ZZZZ
SO CRISPY, eat what sia.
we took bus down to ang mo kio, ate and then head home,
was around 930pm already
anyhow,,
too much fun with you, i'll will go crazy:DD
LOVEE sayang.

• friday

i had church early in the morning first
and then had lunch catered today.
food wasnt that bad, quite nice though. hahahaha
thennnnn
ayuu called me, asking me want to meet not, yupp(:
hahaha so i said okay, anything lo.
then in the end also ended up meeting her.
hahahaha BUT,
we dont know where to go!
before that, didnt know marc wanted to go get strings.
hmmmmmm, k
accompanied him go get them.
THENNNNN, reached the place, CLOSED OK.
zzzz, went to another shop, closed also. -.-
hahahaha, then we decided to walk back to plaza sing
ya, to go yamaha.
ZZZ - at that point we were both sweating already.
haiyooo
then he said, im going to kill myself is yamaha is not opened
and you can kill me then kill yourself too. HAHAHA
it didnt occur to me that it was public holiday today,
YA LOH. cos, had church and thenn felt like sunday also
ya lo): weather so damn hot!
hhaahahaha.
OKAY, reeached yamaha
go see see and ya, saw nice drums sticks!
i like marco's drum sticks nowwww;D
find just the G chord string, dont have!
WALAU.
-.-' was going to die at the point of the time.
then he was like, aiya! i might as well get all.
*shakes head*
HAHAHAHAHAAH
headed back to yishun and met sayang.
wearing jeans and blouse, was so so hot at that time.
then we went long john silver to slack then we left when people wanted to sit
hahah cos 2 of us was sitting at a 6 seater's place. HAHa(:
blah blah, FAST FORWARD.
slacking at macs, eating our ice cream and fries.
yuppp
then she wanted coke float.
made me go and buy the coke and the ice cream again.
lol, put the ice cream into the coke, then we got disturbed.
zzz want ayu's number. HAHAA
i just said she was attached. ((:
SHHOO SHOOO.
they kinda stalked us. HECK CARE ALSO.
hahahahaha(:
i had alot of fun ayuu,
you know what i mean sayang!!

• NOW

freaking pissed with this damn asshole.
asking me for mercy? WTH can
so nice in the beginning then now want to quarrel.
WTF. defend, defend, defend
just shut up and return me.
talk so much nonsence only.
asking for trouble only.
you're asking for more time and you want to quarrel?
! look who's talking!, bullshitter!
saying im using my parents as a threat?
AIYAAA, long story
what a jerk!
guys, never be like him!
WHAT A LOSER,
SO UNAPPRECIATIVE!!!
SORE LOSERRRRRRR


how i wish you're back here nowww.
)):
missed you.
i think msging you almost everyday that time was abit off,
sorry, haha
anyway, hope you're doing fine there!(:
LOVEEEEE

okay, i had a bad start of the day.
work up with so much pain on my tummy):
stayed in bed for like 2 hours. HAHA
crying in pain- my sister was the witness
oh gawd really crying man.
today's cramps was really bad bad.
too pain till i couldnt tahan
think partially because of the ONE MOUTH of coke i drank yesterday night!
SHIIRAH! why you let me drink! see la. hahahaah
anyway,
i watched televivi till ard 4 plus,
went online for 15 minutes? ya around that luh,
then ayu msged me. ask me nak meet. hahaha
so ok(:

met her at chong pang there.
slacked a while, walk a while, back to slacking again,
hahaha cos we dont know where to go.
chong pang has nothing!
was just talking what we've missed out and stuffs. yuppp
stupid. helmie so action.
walau. never even say hi to me.
i didnt even know that was him actually cos he dyed his hair.
walau! just walked past me and ayu like what sia,
zzzzzzzzz! HMMPH.
walk walk walk, finally till the stairs he decided to stop.
hahah. then i was talking to ayu bout tmr.
yepp, going to the bbq and things
blah blah blah------
then ok, we said bye and gave kisses.
HELMIE! jealous?
you dont even treasure her!



LOVES!! :D
lets meet up again! , sayang
you're so so fun to be with.