love love love
having the faith keeps everything going on,
but what keeps the faith going on?
NOTHING else matters when you dont even care.
theres nothing i can do to make it carry on.
i'm gonna give it up.
way up up up! all the way to heaven for god to solve it.

was so busy this whole week!
has attachment all. wooo.
so tireddd):
anyways.
i had church today. backed up for jeannie(:
worship practice was a little screwed but we manaaged to bring it to life!(:
hahaha, yay. yupp.
sermon was a wee bit long. like 4 stories in her preach.
oh gawd. there narnia and blah blah. yeaaa
but it was kinda meaningful also luhh. yeppies.
enjoy youth service today. made new friends! hahaha
lol.
monday's back to attachment again):
SIAN AHHH. haha
same life, always standing for 8 hourssssss.
siao siao siao.
miss my sayang.
shez so sweet, made a nice card for me.
drew this girl(me), with damn big blue specs, and two pleads at the side. HAAHA
thats so not me, but its so cute! (: and she wrote a *happy ADVANCE birthday*
LOL, my birthday is still long! no no,
i should say, OUR birthday! haha, its just the next day(:
lol, we're thinking to celebrate our birthday together! ^^ hahahahha
anyway. this is still damn long. no need to think bout it,
oh ya, went to play badminton with princess, dinosaur, mickey mouse and monster today(:
hahah. was so tired.
first time in my life, i sweat more than i run. like running 2.4km like that. HAHA
didnt really feel the heat though, just that the sweat came like tap water((: YAY.
but then! dinner i ate half a muffin)): CRAPPY.
and i drank damn ALOT of water too! hahahha.
went over to shirlyn's house and bath then eat MAGGIE! HAHA
lol, we seriously had no time. my and jean had no need to rush but dont know why,
we were rushing with them! lol
shirlyn slipped and cut her leg, cause aunty soon lee was rushing there.
and btw, it was raining HEAVILY!! oh goshh. late also cannot!!! HAHA(:
hmm after church then headed home.
yea, thats all folks.
goodnights(:



Love is never wanting to lose faith,
never wanting to give up, and never truly moving on.
Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your heart,
that they feel the same.
knowing it might end anytime, but have the faith it will last forever.

1. The (crazy) person that tagged you are: terri (just only)

2. Your relationship with her/him are: dont haveeee(:

3. Your first impression of her/him are: AWESOMEE

4. The most memorable moments with her/him :that time

5. The most memorable thing her/him have said to you are: LOVE

6. If her/him becomes your lover, you will: LOVE LOVE AND LOVE

7. If her/him became your lover, what should her/him improve at: i like him the way he is ;D

8. If they becomes her/him enemies, what would you do: i wont really care. depends who they are.


9. If they becomes her/him enemy, the reason will be: they suckkk!

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now are: LALALALA~~~~~

11. Your overall impression on her/him: :D

12. The characteristic you love most about yourself: my hairrr

13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself: dont knowwww

14. The most ideal person you want to be is: me me and only me

15. For people that care and like you, say something to them: thanks. *HUGGS*

16. Who is 6 having a relationship with: -.-

17. is 9 a male or female: BOTH- they are suckers.

18. If 7 and 10 were together, would it be a good thing: huh?

19. What is 2 studying at the moment: somethingggg.

20. When was the last time you had a chat with 3: JUST(:

21. What kind of music does 8 like: i dont know. dont think i wanna know!

22. Does 1 have any siblings: yeaa.

23. Will you woo 3: ive said already.

24. How about 7: HAHA. shh.

25. Is 4 single: YAAA!

26. What's the surname of 5: SIAO. no la just kidding.

27. What's the hobby of 5: heck care la. all he does is smoke.

28. Do 5 and 9 get along well: LOL, no they dont know.

29. Where is 2 studying at: singapore(:

30. Say something casual about your eyes: its protected by a layer of lens

31. Have you tried developing feelings for 5: develop? already had.

32. What colours does 4 like: no preference i guess

33. Are 5 and 1 good friends: HAHA! 1 knows the other party! lalalala~

34. Does 7 like 2:they are the same. HAHAAHHA!!!

35. How did you get to know 2: CHURCHHHY

36. Does 1 have any pets: YA!! meow meowww. ;D

37. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?: err. HAHAH OKAY LAH;]

38. Do you still want to love? : I DONT WANTTTT T_T


FINISHHHHH ALREADDDDDDDDDDYYYYYY.



GO AND DO((:
1-ayu
2-terri
3-monsterlove(joANNA)
4-qiyu
5-yuqi





I'm so tired of starting conversations everytime):
i shall not really talk anymore. sighs
what have i done. why cant you talk more to me?
am i irritating? )):
i guess perhaps i am. theres nothing i can do anymore.
all i can do is to stand by and watch you from afar.

hahah, this is my dinner for tonight.
mummy wanted to bring these there to aunt's house. then not enough rice. HAHA
so after that she made only the tau pok ones there. cos those are enough.
so ps to bring this cause too little.
and im lazy to go also. CHUA CHU KANG leh. so farrr.
and im on morning shift tmr somemore! )):
DAMN SIAN. i'm going back to ttsh. zzzz
walau. noone sent out message to inform us bout starting attachment man.
called teacher to double confirm. ZZZ
IM SO SO BORED NOW)):
blogging doesnt really help me. its just making me type more and more and more.
hahaha. and just listening to musicccc. SIANN
our god savessssss;D




though i see you, i just miss you.
but its never possible i guess. i cant bring myself to stop talking to you
although its so awkard still.
whenever i talk to you, you always reply
so little):
but never mind, im just happy that at least you reply(:
theres so much im thinking about.
theres you, theres..... so many!
sighs. its seems so, haiy.
ive talked to my goody peeps bout it.
she said just like let it be normal.
): when she comes back everything will just be back to the past.
then i'll be gone gone and gone already.
i want to have that relationship we had the previous time.
its was the best, but now.
i think......................cannot make it anymore):
but i just want to say
ILOVEYOU.
you just make me head over heels for you.
its just that attraction that makes me so in love with you.
you give me that drawing senseto want to get closer to you.
its a cant help feeling for me.

OOH LA LA~
realised i didnt even put any photos up that i took with him! haha,
this is the best among i found i my sissy's laptop. cos since he's exams are over,
he does not want to let me use at all. Trying to use as much as he can. -.-
stupid boy, he has been waiting long for this day. HAHA
anyway. youth has just started a new cell thingy.
its like up to you to decide what you wanna do.
we can choose to have cell though but we are not going to have that. HAHA!
we're going night picnic at marina barrage laterr! ((:
yay. BUT, i was kinda pissed with their reactions and answers man
ZZZ. its like come on lah. its a cell bonding activity and then you're like see how?
more worst. ASS MARC- not replying.
HAIYOH.

NIGHT PICNIC LATER!
yay. i love my cell groupp. (:
i made stuffs for them randomly. haha,
sorry no photos. lazy to take photo and upload them. :P
hahahaha. alright.
Thats all.
I'll update soon^^

Baby, baby
When we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover
And my best friend
All wrapped into one
With a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden
When you left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shot
That spun me around
And now my heart left
I feel so empty and hollow


And I'll never give myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize
The ways you hit me
Do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame

And now I feel like, oh
You're the reason
Why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on
These cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get
For wishful thinking
Should've never let you into my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
Cause now I'm using like I bleed
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease


Damn,
Ain't it crazy
When you're loveswept
You'll do anything
For the one you love
'Cause anytime
That you needed me
I'd be there
It's like
You were my favorite drug
The only problem is
That you was using me
In a different way
That I was using you
But now that I know
That it's not meant to be
You gotta go
I gotta wean myself off of you

OH HELLO,
went to swim this morning, was going to rain actually. but we hecked.
she wanted to swim! dragged me there. and im going to swim again this saturday!
oh gosh, will become so dark. HAHA
never mind. i likeeee(:

went to town with like shorts and slippers. HAHA
funny thing was monster wore her lauya smu shirt and shorts and slippers!
also damn slack, two of us were wearing so damn slack but we also dont care.
ahahaha. shop shoped and shoppped!
we're broke now.
we bought mondo heels for just ten bucks! damn cheap right!(:
woo la la~ she bought a scarf. WAY TOO FAST
walked a few shopes after the shop she bought the scarf, we saw a SIMILAR one and worst thing! , its CHEAPER by 2 bucks! haha,
she was so pissed and felt cheated she said, hahahaha
she also said: lesson learnt in far east,walk around first then decide and buy.
so then we walk walk walked, she's been aiming for jackets/vest.
had been eying on the gold zipper black leather jacket.
almost all the shops has!!!! omg.
and worst thing still, the AUNITE, anyhow code one price man!!!
scaryy to shop at far east man.
okay, here goes.
1st price-$49
2nd price-$39.90
3rd price-$39(-.-)
4th price-$37
5th price-$38

we were like ?!@#$%%#$ HAHA, laughed and laughed.
tsk tsk tsk, just for a jacket man. its like the IN thing now. haiyooh
haha, continue walking till evening.
we wanted to go prayer meeting ok.
then the train broke down! zzz, stopped at ang mo kio, and then announced no more train service from amk to yishun. all the people were thinking what happen. though got bomb or what. HAHA
The whole of amk station was PACKED. literally PACKED WITH PEOPLE, can die of hotness kind. AND, people were taking photos. FOR WHAT?! -.- never see crowds before? HAHAHAA
so funny. this are singaporeans. haiyo yo yo. HAHAHAAH
wanted to take bus home. CROWDED LIKE CRAP MAN.
all the sbs transit buses were packed man. so then we decided to take to yck and cab home.
who knows when we reached, the trained can be taken already. HAHA
then all the people squeeze in the bus and everything. HAHA,
train was quite empty. LOL
HAIYO. so inconveinent man.
okay luh.
The End. (:

went to meet ayu for lunch, then lepak lepak for the whole afternoon
because my house was apparently unavailable for me luh, to be specific MY ROOM.
eh monster, you think i will be so thick to stay in the room? walau.
next time i bring my boyfriend back then use the room for the whole day you see you happy not
and you just have no mood to go out but no choice to go out? that feeling is just like ARGHH.
lucky i had sayang there with me if not i would have exploded! goshh.

people was just finding fault with me today.
was at the toilet with sayang and then this bunch of secondary girls came in,
they were just staring at us. like who cares la, think im scared?
said what, stare stare stare got problem ahhh. please la.
you girls are just SECONDARY students.trying to act big.
OH PLEASEEE! talk to my hand.
ayu got pissed and shouted at them puki la! haha, so funny. i just said like shut up la.
then silence! ha! we just walked out. wtf man. young girls, so immature.
and this auntie. dont know what the hell is wrong.
we were on the escalator.
i was standing on one side that was lesser people. she came up and stand right behind me,
and stared at us with the pissed off face telling me to like move away?
i was like ??? i just moved to the other side. and then i said walau, dont know how to say excuse me isit. she walked up a few steps, turned and said its common sense.
i was damn pissed off and like WTF?!
what common sense is that? you want to pass through, see someone in front dont know how to say excuse me?
HELLO, that is BASIC MANNERS AUNTY!
then after that kept staring what whatever, we were staring back too.
like wah, i so so scared. pleaseee.
FREAKING PISSED after that already.

wthh. bad day):
thats all.
goodnightt!

was lazy to blog during those few days.
actually i was lazy to go online though, haha
its either im out, busy or lazy((:

-SATURDAY-
sorry ah, but my post abit late. but still!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE.
on sunday went to watch startrek after church.
marc dom nick jo and me(:
was a nice movieeee. handsome actors:D
hahhaha, watch it! its worth it! lalalala~
after that went home cos my relatives were all there at my house already! hahah
saw a GUESS baggie on my sister's bed. i knew it was her present alreadyy
so nicee! my 4th auntie bought a guess wallet for her. damn nice. its like HOT PINK.
walauuuu): so good. JEALOUSSSS. they even wanted to but kate spade instead of that. DAMN IT. freaking good man.
grandmother and auntie gave her big ang paus. she was happy to the max max max can. omgg,
she was over the clouds that night!

-today-
went to school at ten JUST to pass the damn card. walau.
if i knew it, i would have like went at like afternoon can. ZZZZZZZZZ
went to makan with ayu ain qaqa;D
they went off, left me alone. was sitting at forum alone man. OMG. HAHA
called people to talk with me for a whilee and everything,
soon after fian nabil all came. lucky i had them to talk to!
if not i would have died. really died. hahahahaha
yuppp(: had audition for the nurses day today.
GOT IN((: we're the only drama group among year one's and year two's! (:
theres gonna be a thousands of people watching us!
hope all wont kan chiong on that day.
i like the oufit chosen by teacher((:
CRADBOARD BELT, beidge dress with folded sleeves and paper hat with a cross infront :DD

thats all for now.
love you all people!

Two steps removed from every thing I thought I knew
There's no remedy
I see your face in every single thing I do
You change me
Your laugh intoxicating
One touch and I'm negating everything around
Take me and I'm yours
I only want you anymore
I kiss the ground

If you want to know the truth,
You make or break my day
If you want to know the truth
I wouldn't have it any other way

I rest my head from running circles 'round my mind
On why you let go
No answers to be found, romances don't rewind
I guess I'll never know
Why your absence is devastating
No touch to calm my head and everyone around
You leave me when I'm yours
'cause you don't want me anymore
I hit the ground, yeah

If you want to know the truth,
You make or break my day
If you want to know the truth
I wouldn't have it any other way, yeah

If you want to know the truth,
You make or break my day
If you want to know the truth
I wouldn't have it any other way