to only know your name.
live for you; to God be the glory.

*SCREAMS*




YOO HOO,HAIYYYYY.
its good for you, go for it.
thanks ah, walau.

its been long since my last post! hahaa,
phews. its my holidays now(:
but only for a week. not long also laaa.

went to watch transformers already! ((:
watched it overnight. heh
there was like so many ^neos^ and only like 3 lews? LOL,
funny la. but never mind. i also think we'll be their cousins SOON. HAHAH!
just kidding. later monsterlove will come kill me. hehhh(:
and then reached home around 2.30, i slept around 2.45 because i just laid on my bed and dozed off. but i did change ok! hahaha lol
like only slept for 2 hours? haha, but
thanks jerald for sending us home! went to hospital and work, after that
bathed and went to church straight away. was late though.
but when i reached church, there was nothing much that they were doing. hahahahah!
but i had a fun day yesterday! ((:
thanks for the food, games and all.

woke up this morning, planning to go swimming actually,
but sian la, so many people cannot): was so sad.
one got thing, the other got work, another give tuition, the rest didnt reply. ZZZ
but its alright. it kinda rained for a while over here. hmmm

HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY SHERNAL AND TITUS! (:
my best twin cousins of all!
i love them, two of them are just so lovely.
and im so happy, finally like one of my aunts had a baby girl la!
heh, they're a blessing. thank god.

heading down to chuch later to pratice stuffs for youth rally next week!
quite exciting! churches combining! will look forward.
will post again!
tatas.
byeeeee


iloveyoud.

come take me away. come take me.
i've drown by your love, your love has overwhelmed me.
i'm so in love with you. you just make me fall in love with you.
whenever i see you, i cant stop myself from looking at you,
just wanting to hold you so close.
i've never felt this in my life before, maybe i had but its not way much as this.
you're great and awesome.
ily.

i would love to see you again.
XOXOd,

im so
tired tired tired)):
ATTACHMENT AND ATTACHMENTS. my goodness.
one more week and we're done!! ((: yay,

AYU AYU,
whyyyy la deyy. )):
lets get closer,closer,closer!
missyoubabe!





that lovelovelovelovelovelove, is getting deeper deeper!
its supposedly supposed to be getting lesser and im to get rid of you in my headdddd.
but somehow, it doesnt seem to go away. seems like im gonna cling to you a little while.
hahaha, (:
ilyd.

yoyoyoyo!(:

went to church early in the morning.
prepare and set up the projection stuffs. hmm,
then randomly i went to ask someoneeee.
was bring nice, asking HIM, what happened, is HE okay kinda thing?
walau. had to see a face. ZZZ
okay, nevermind. know he's not in a good mood also la.
anyway.
had lunchhy in church and everything.
talked and laughed with all the youths, ((:

met terri after that which was earlier on,
WOO- was so happy to see her. LALALA
went to town and *shopped*
heh. we bought bikinis, i bought a watch too.
she bought her shoes! and also something else i think. cant remember. HAH!
yay, we had so much fun.
oh ya, after that we went to meet esther, haiping, gen gen, adrian, dibao, kaile,
tan and oh wei xiang, lim teng also. yeppos! :D CHEERRS
went to eat after that. ((: took quite a number of photos. all the photos with terri.
so go facebook and see! ^^

HEY JOANNA LEW LI FANG,
ILOVEYOU(:

sup!
went to suntec in the morning. IT fair.
boring, many people, packed and all. zzzz
we kinda cut the queue cos my sister just did the documents straight away,
my dad just had to sign it only. HAHA
the queue was way freaking long. think you have to queue bout an hour?
we just signed it within 15 mins? ^^
lunched and then went to walk a little with mummy.
so many of my friends working there!
hmm, anyway. we took bus all the way back to yishun fron suntec. HAHA
lucky we didnt squeeze into the bus. another empty bus was just behind(:
i slept all the way. shiokk but was still tired though):
went to eat desert with fam.
MANGO SNOW ICE & YING YONG :D
SHIOKKKNESS((:

decided to head down to church because it was raining.
yeaa, then had a CONCRETE picnic. HAH
how funny is that. and we played pictionary.
super hard. hahahah
packed and then walked to the field.

FIREWORKS!
freaking beautiful. but
just that the beginning wasnt nice. like the video? and the lady stripping?
AHAHHAA.
couldnt breathe half way through. kept coughing. HAHA. but it was very niceeeee^^
yay.
headed home. (:

thats all.
ily.

i love you.
I MISS YOU and i seriously do ):
GOODNIGHT.
thats all i want to say.

okay, a fast one before i go to sleep(:

today's attachment was quite slack. can say that this is the most relaxing day of all!
hahaa, looks like im one of the few who was busy!
my friend came and ask me, hey. why are you so busy today? but in fact im already quite slacked
already. so can you imagine how slacked they were today?!
oh my my. anyways. we were almost late for work today. but still, we walked as though we still had like half an hour? HAHA.
whateverrrr. reached there, didnt really have the mood. cos it was monday.
all the afternoon shift people all had like monday blues. hahah
sian sian sian.



mesmerized by you.
you've captivated me.
the way you looked,
the way you laughed,
the way you smiled,
over. over. over.
iloveyou,
xoxoD.

goodnights(:

hahah, ok, this is so weird. i dont know what happened to my blog,
after uploading photos, i cant seem to like blog below. so this is the only space i can write it down. ZZZ
and its alot of space down from my photos man.
dont know what the freak is wrong with it!

walau, after church, planning to go out with people! thennnnn, zzz michelle cant.
no matter how much we pleased her mum. zzz, so spoiled my mood.
marco wanted to go out too. thennnn, since michelle couldnt. he also wanted to go home and thanks uh. left me aloneeee.
walked dont know towards where when i left church. HAHA walked back and meet my bro. hahaha
went home to change and went out again((:
met ayu first then yana.
took a few photos then headed down to vivo(:
walked around, slacked around taking photos everywhere we went. HAA

i bought a cap from lonsdale(:
okay, we cam whored the whole day in fact. HAHA
OH ya, before i bought the cap, HAHA,
liyana was standing behind me. okay nvm,
she was holding coffee in her hands! i didnt know, my elbow swing and hit.
she kinda lost grip, SPILLED.
like omggg. we're so relieved when it didnt hit the clothes and everything.
i wanted to clean the lady dont let me. HAHA,
still smile at me somemore. HAHAAHAHAHAHAH
the guy's face was like walauu, all this girls ahhh.
then gave those action face. we know you're quite good looking but so ACTION. HMMPH
whateverrr.
sorry. was embarrassed today. haha, got the cap, quickly went out of the shop already. (:


i enjoyed my day with you guys((:
LOVE

thats all,
GOODNIGHTS!

alright let start(:

was just using com this morning, then started to find people to talk
because i was quite bored though, hah. talked to terri and haiping for a while.
then met them at yck at ard 1.
TERRI WAS LATE! ahha, for 20 minutes!! sitting there with stupid hp.
keep kicking my slipper and disturbing me.
went down to town and watch a 3D movie.
WE HAVE SPECTACLES LA! -.-
never mind, quite cool and quite nice also. (:
siannn
rushed to church after the movie ended.
walked super fast to the mrt. haha, then reached yishun, i RAN.
hahaha, literally RAN. so malu.
reached. saw that they were still meddling with the wires and sound system!
was out of breath for a moment. didnt catch my breath. haha
was so relieved when i saw that they haven started practising. HAHA

awesome fast songs;D
meaningful slow songs;D
i loved your playing today, it was just so nice.
(: good playing today.
my eyes just want to be focused on you.
not that i want to look at you.
i just wished nothing between us has ever ever changed.
sighs):



anyway,
will blog soon!
goodnights.

visited put put this early morning. we visited her yesterday too.
she was so sad yesterday. when we came, she was crying. and then thanks to this
random guy, let us past through those screening sessions.
ARGH, to think of it, TODAY. this damn indian stupid guy,
gave us so much trouble. ayu was pissed off with him man.
asking this and that. and then also asked for my contact number all dont know for what la.
so we kinda bluffed them that i wa visting the other toddler. HAHA
FAKED them. looking at us like one kind. ASSHOLES.
zzz what only 2 visitors per patient. theres only one patient, why cant she go up?
theres only one person up there what! GRR
stupid indian guy. URGH, whatever.
we bought put put cookies yesterday, and then a strawberry shortcake balloon for her(:

i think i was the only hardworking student. HAHA
walau. hmmph. they all do case study then never help the staff. ZZZ
helping taufiq suctioning and changing and feeding. phewsssss
doing smart sense and all that. wooh
macham only two of us there only. the other EN also never do muchhhh.
jln jln only. sian whatever it is.
i've ended work! and im going to enjoy my weedends(:

on duty tomorrow again.
got the meeting!!! ARGHH,
should i leave after that? li,ke so rude):
HAIYA. sian la. dont know what to do.
seems like every saturday so busy.
have yet to even call terri and esther! ARGH.
DANG DANG DANG ):
tsk. looking forward to tomorrow(:
but. haiy.
i want a MASK that my eyes cant be seen by others(:
only i can see them. hahahah


goodnight.

the box of chalks can only stand for a period of time.
it wont last. whatever it is, ITS THE FAITH.
but its not getting any stronger.
its like a pig on a piece of string.
guess i'll just let things come naturally.



PHEWS
its been so fast since my attachment has went.
tomorrow is friday! and i am on back up on sat for terr(:
am looking forward to saturday but then, in the morning,
i'm to meet the girls! but seems like they're so busy with work,
cant really catch up with my princess for the past few weeks, i think up to one month alr? ):
haiy. i dont want us to just drift away.
have some rest time babe? (:
hahaa,

CASE STUDY CASE STUDY
doing on a young young young boyyyy.
feel so sad for him! haiyys but anyway.
im going kk early in the morning to visit put put.
shez so poor thing. got high fever then have to be in drip.
tsk tsk tsk. poor girl.
i love your smiles(:
ttsh is having 11 cases already, they're not taking any higher precautions also.
SIGH. im so afraid i'll get it. but whatever,
i know god looks after us! :D
fear not for he is there, people!
GOD IS LOVE <3





i guess this the reason why you dont want people to see.
maybe just for them. not for me but for those people.
why cant i? perhaps im just an irritating ass.
i think i am. msging you once in a while,asking how're you doing but no replies.
know what. i think i shouldnt have done that at all!
monsterlove was right. i am crazy, i siao.
msg him for what. you care for him, he also dont like you.
dont waste your time on him.
i am stupid to think of you and msg you.
waiting and waiting for your replies late at night. knowing you have not slept yet.
but still, didnt get it. FORGET IT.
I'M AN IRRITATING ASS.
AND AND AND,
i know im not good compared to her. but, sighs
when she is ..... , i bet. you'll definitely have secret met ups with her and all that shit.
why do i care so much?
YES, im jealous. SO WHAT.
whatever it is.
i am trying my damn best to dont msg you because i know i wont get replies!
i will be sad id i dont receive, so dont start, i will not need to worry and feel sad at all.
WHATS THE USE OF BEING FRANK?
useless. told him, nothing better changed.
in fact, worst things came up. our so friendly relationship has ended.
ended. just like this. ):
i have nothing else to say.

goodnight

HELLO! (:
woo, im so so tireeed.
had a nap in the afternoon yesterday, know what.
daddy hit the spot! saying i wont be able to sleep at night again!
DAMN IT, i seriously couldnt sleep. in the end, tossing and turning in bed):
felt so uncomfortable at my back!! omg like so irritated man.
so i msged my friend. like those whom i know whom would reply me and sleeps late.
hahaha, so lucky that he replied me and made me fall asleep((: HAHA
abit lame i know but whatever, it makes me sleep so, THANKS ALOT!
and one more thing. monsterlove quarrelled last night with her bf.
she cried)):
ps. i kinda cried a little too, haha , cause like i felt sad for her too.
come on luh. hmm, though i always quarrel with her over small stuffs, i still really LOVE her ok(:
SIGHSSS
JEALOUSY JEALOUSY.
HAIYAAA YAYA.

OKAYY,
today's attachment was like so so heavy):
there was only four of us(students) because the rest went to school for simulation training.
walau! freaking busy. not this cubicle means the other one. non stop of call bells.
i almost died. ZZZ
finally ended work. when teacher was talking, my eyes were closing!
hahaa, lucky didnt fall asleep if not she'll chop my head off.
anyways.
dinner is jsut mummy and me!
i think we're gonna have nice fooddddy(:
because she want to go expo. damn far.
then i said dont want la! mummy bring me go shopping! now all sale everywhere.
she kinda said sarcastically like WINDOW SHOPPING OK. haha,
i say huh, noooo la with big grins on my face.
SHE AGREED:D yay. im gonna get clothes and bag! if i can findddd ;D
LALALA
going to get ready now,

TATAS^^