what a boring week! its a friday tomorrow! and im gonna stay back when i end at eleven?!
oh gawdddd. stupid sissy. if you're not free then dont join us in the first place la.
NDP NDP all you think bout is that. zzz the freaking thing is gonna happen on monday la!
sound damn shit gay can. TSK. urgh! if only i didnt need to.

school was weee bit boring today cos i had 4 hours of practical lesson,
had to do the role play of CPR! cos the real test is comnig upppp.
slept through the test paper. done it at the last hour(:
can pass i guess. structured questions are the ones that are gonna pull me down! ):
stayed back an hour and a half just to discuss what to do just now.
STUPID SISSY, I HATE YOU. you dont have any sense of responsibility!
i promise we will all kiccccccck your arse if you're not coming! ((:

arent you happy? having girls missing you all day long.
in the end, just dump one aside huh, idiot
isnt that secret a big deal? OH since its not A BIG DEAL,
maybe i shall spreadddddddddd :D
*BLOCKED EARS*

till then.
XOXO

a day off from school!
hahaa. woke up around 8 plus to eat medicine. could not go back to sleep already.
ate breakfast then decided to go bath.
had a shock saturday night. i wont count it that i slept la. hahaha maybe a few hours? hahaha
took my temperature a few times at midnight.
first reading: 39.4 second reading at 3.15: 40.2!!!! HAHA
scared already. msged mummy but didnt reply. went to bath as early as 5.30 i think.
a cold shower. shivering after that.
covered as thick as i could sweat all the way. PHEWS
mummy woke up and ask for my temp. told her 40.2. SHE HUH?!#@$#%$#%
hahah. damn funny. okay whatever.
got 2 days of mc. think i wanna go school tmr. hmmph
MISSING OUT LOTS! ):
hate having make up lessons. BORINGGG. studying alone.
anyways.
all my friends who are sick, all home facebooking! HAHAHA

still having fever and cough):
lord heal me.

SUPP SUPP!
its a saturday morning(:
but then my mum totally spoilt my mood man, while sleeping came into my room and made noises! scolding here and there just because i went home late yesterday night!!!
where's my freedommmmm? HMMPH
then also, woke up feeling hot so i went to take my temperature.
first reading was 37.3, never mind eh. second one gave me a surprise. its was 37.7! wooo
swine is 37.6 and above alreadyyyy. and ive been coughing and coughing badly):
i drank from mo mo's straw. i forgotttt. ahhh
feel so feverish nowwww. aiyo how to go out laterrr. tsk

i think my mum definitly have bipolar disorder. hahahah
its like she early in the morning scold us and then when i was bathing, she talked nicely to me. ZZZZ then i took wrong towel. she shouted at me. siao i thinkkkkk.
TSk
my sister's cell are coming over soon!
mummy washed all my jeans): cant wear skirt due to some reasons, shorts is not appropriate to town. ARGH, what am i going to wearrrr. hahahaha
meeting them around 6. dont know if i should go. feeling weak all over. like a weakling man.
i miss mo mo. i miss isabella. i miss kim kim. i miss sheril. i miss roshan. i miss syuk. i miss nandini. i miss spermy. I MISS EVERYONE! ):
lets meet up sooooon!
XOXO

oh boy,
LIFE'S BEEN BORING. having every same routine everyday.
STRESSED up with school man.
having written exams and practical tests coming. stressed, eveyone's stressed!
wheeeets. i need exercise! i wanna run! i wanna play more VOLLEYBALL!
the one man CPR, baby and adult choking tests are coming! SCARYYYYY.
walking home nowadays with them!
lovesheril.
lovemo mo.
lovebella.
lovekimkim.
lovesyuk.
lovevijay.
lovenandini.

one week no church is like not the life ive been every week!
like something's missing! wont be seeing all the people also because its the cell saturday again!
wondering what are we gonna do.





YOU SAID ONE AND DID TWO.
and
you're fucking disgusting to the max.

went out yesterday with this bunch of lovies! (:
nice, sweet and most of all funny!
i went to have entertainment, while they had theirs too.
but different from mine. they go sheesha,
i was just looking at them, then playing cards and all. YEA(:
ate dinnerrrr then took cab home with mo mo.
haahah. we were 'fighting' in the cab. HAHA
slapping each other's forehead. definite answer is, i lost!
because im not that strong as him!! super strong asswipe.
(: but still, I LOVE THEM ALL.
freaking bunch of nice peeps.
LOVE LOVE. lets have some more fun real sooooooooon!
lalala.

ITS A BORING DAY TODAYYYYYY):
no youth service because church is being used by some other people.
no one to go out with also. HAHA. (what a loner)
and also my brother made my mummy so mad.
DIE DIE wanna use computer.
i think he's having GAME ADDICTIONS. haha,
what i learnt can be put to use! haha (:
argue argue argue. mummy went mad! threw her plate of bee hoon into the dustbin,
slammed the door,
think she cried. argh. sorry mum if i made you angry too.


I LOVE YOU GUYS! ((:

HEYooooooo(:
munching on famous amos nowwwwww, haha
have been busy with school since it started. phews.
so tiring. ending lessons at 5 to 6 almost everyday,
played VOLLEYBALL twice for p.e! SUPER FUN((:
but my hands are like with small blue blacks with red blood clots all over):
and pain too. like having some stupid disease.
haiyyyy.
having so much troubles this weeks recently):
ayu i miss talking you.
i miss msging you so happily.
i miss everything bout youuuuu.
i'm sorry too.
LOVEEEE

I don't know you but i know what you did to her
She told me and i happen to believe her too l

They will be 3 steps behind
You will not know what's got you
Oh so you're sorry now
All is not well, it's not ended

Hold your breath till its over
There's something left underwater

You've been quiet,
there are things that you do not speak of
But if you stay gone a little longer
your keys won't work

Cause i will be 2 steps behind
You will not know what's got you
Oh so you're sorry now
All is not well, it's not ended

Hold your breath til its over
There's something left underwater

finally the week has come to an end. wooh
ended school as early as eleven, damn lame.
dont even know why the time table is made this way. i only have one lesson on EVERY fridays.
ZZZ. super boring. go to school just for two hours then go home.
oh wells, waiting for ayu with iqah, diyy(waiting for her bf) and riy.
after diyy left, we went to toilet all and cam whored. HAHA
super funny. iqah's face was all spasm liked. :D

met ayuu after that. took bus back to yishun.
was too into the song, i fell asleep already. HAHA, dont know what the two of them were doing.
yepp. slacked a while at macs, waiting for faz.
SHE SMOKED LIKE CRAZY. two sticks at a time.
her reason was: at least got something to do and hold. LIKE HELLO? you'll die fasttttt.
then i said. might as well you light two sticks at the same time together next time.
MORE BUSY! haha so sarcastic right. hahahahahh
okay, whateverrrr

lepak under block with iqah and ayuu.
then after that she said something like so rude to me):
didnt talk after that. my face was kinda black like charcoal.
haiyyy. I HATE IT WHEN THIS STUFFS HAPPEN!
DAMN SUCKYYYY. make me cry. )):
oh wells, friendshippppppp.
but whatever still.
ILOVEYOU(:
iqah dgn ayu!


you lied to me again and again.
you're so despo.
You guys go running together.
You went to meet her and see her.
You kept calling her to talk to her when you told me you're not gonna go back.
I HATE YOU ):
why must you bluff me. SUCKER.
you've hurt me.
i will avoid.
i will go away.
i will get over it.
i will forget you once and for all.
be friends? i dont know if we can.
not even talking now.
SUCK!
SUCK SUCK!
SUCK SUCK SUCK!
SUCK TO THE MAX!

SUPP HOMIES.
slept this whole morning except that i woke up to eat medicine.
so sad, like i've fallen sick after so long.
didnt go to school, called teacher early in the morning.
everyone msging me how come i didnt go school. hahaa.
aww. i'm not worrying bout oncology but instead, the basic cardiac learning skills! ):

went to see a doc yesterday cos i wasnt feeling really well though.
had so much breathlessness and cough. and even if i go school, then cough cough cough also
teacher will ask me to wear mask la! so weird. OH NO, i've gotta catch up with my work tomorrow!(:


SEXY BABY-yellow
SLIMMY BABY-red
i've got red too (:
we're the jansport girls :D

FUCK. i am so going to get over it!
although self was there, your heart wasnt there.
i am going to get over it.
seriously! i have never ever felt this way in my life!
SERIOUSLY. IT WAS THE MOST AWKWARD MOMENTS IN MY LIFE.
i made a wrong choice. really wrong.
oh my god.
i cant breathe. i am so out of breath for the first time
my ventolin has expired. wanted to see a doctor but then it was closed.

STARTING SCHOOL TOMORROW! ):

LIVE IT OUT YOUTH RALLY was good today! (:
power. when you see the combined churches together praising God, its just awesome.
played games, mingled all around, having fun just laughing!
made new friends, not to forget cam whoring too! HEH(:

i think i'm falling sick): shit.
always thought my immune system damn strong. ARGH
just hope its not that stupid swine.
because im having a few of their symptoms.
sometimes just thought that being a nurse is bad. HAIS

I CANNOT CANNOT STAND IT.
walau, its going another round again.
and its gonna go round and round. sighs
when will people grow up?
SICK SICK SICK!

A heavy heart I bring, for I am tired Lord
Awaken my lost love for You
Take this heart of stone and warm this bitter cold
Awaken my lost love for You

Let Your children fall down and worship
Fall down and Know You for You are holy
Let your children rise up before You
Rise and adore You for You are holy
You are holy

Remind us who we are when we have wandered far
Awaken our lost love for You
And like the morning star, You chase away the dark
There is no shadow here with You, with You Lord

Just a glimpse of You is all we ever needed
Just a touch from You is all we ever needed
Just a glimpse of You is all we ever needed
It's all that we are needing now

WEDNESDAY
went to meet shirlyn and dorothy, to like catch up(:
haha. went to novena and eat lunch, then went to U.D.D.E.R.S
walau, this damn cute guy. WOOOTS. hahahah but lalala zzz
his name is gareth. HAHA, went to cam whore after that. but actually
we were cam whoring every where we go la. LOL
im gonna get my digi cam! i want to buy something like dot's! so cool la! heh.
















THURSDAY
finally met up with huei! supposed to be staying at her house but then i realised that
i have to go school on friday, which is today! haha.
WE WENT SHOPPING. hahaha. i didnt really buy anything.
HUEI SHOPPED LIKED crazy!!! hahhaa
tell you what she bought k.
-LACOSTE BAG
-LACOSTE WATCH
-ONE hair band which cost 11 bucks
-2 shorts(ZARA and FRENCH CONNECTION)
thats about all i think

TODAY
going to meet shirlyn, huei and mich later on(:
hahahaha, we're gonna have nice dinner followed by some games
at minds cafe i think. have never went there before so i dont know. yuppp
jie taped down some nice shows on tv, i watched it just now.
hah, i watched this show called the *save the last dance 2*
although i didnt watch the first part, this show was definitly nice.
yupp! :D going city hall later. LALALA
meeting slimmy baby<3 later. haha
my sexy baby go play soccer. SO BORED.
WANT TO GET TANNED, please.