This is how i feeeeeeeel. It really tells how i feel! ):
must you seriously say every small little stuff to ...? hais,


-KNOCK YOU DOWN-
I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in and knocked me on my face
Feels like I'm in a race but I already won first place

I never thought I fall for you as hard as I did (as hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinking about our life, our house and kids (Yeah)
Every morning I look at you and smile
Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down (knocked me down)

Sometimes love comes around (love comes around, love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down (knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down (knocks you down)

I never thought I hear myself say
Ya'll gon hate
I think I'm going to kick it with my girl today
I used to be commander-in-chief for my pimp ship flying high
Till I met this pretty little missile, who shot me out the sky

So now I'm crashing don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could go back and make it happen faster
Don't you know i would baby if I could
Miss independent, to the fullest, the load never too much
She helping me pull it, she shot bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight girl sometimes love

Sometimes love comes around (love comes around, love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down (knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
And it knocks you down
Just get back up


Tell me now can you make past your caspers
So we could finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams
To seem to only date the head of football teams,

And I was the class clown that always kept you laughing
We were never meant to be, baby we just happened
So please don't mess up the trick,

Hey young world, I'm the new slick rick,
They say I move to quick but we can't let this moment past us,
Let the hour glass pass right into ashes
Let the wind blow the ashes right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
how could a goddess ask someone that's only average, for advice

O-M-G you listen to that bitch?
Woah is me, baby this is tragic
Cause we had it, we was magic
I was flying, now I'm crashing
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now, I'ma ask him

So you gotta take the good with the bad, the happy and the sad
Or will you bring the better future then I had in the past
Cause I don't want to make the same mistakes i did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Woah, woah
I'll admit it, I was scared to answer loves call
Woah, woah
And if it hits, better make it worth the fall

(When it comes around)

Won’t see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you’re gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love comes knocks you down

HAPPY SATURDAY MORNING(:

its the nasa talk today! and im having guitar practice later!:D
so funnn. really want to master those skills.
Church is having a major event later! theres gonna be 6 churches!
and they're all coming to my church! :D WOW, i heard its around 200 plus plus people know?
that time, just salem youth, his arrows church's youth and thop, already occupied like 3/4 of the multiple purpose hall! and the santuary, was half packed!
i cant imagine 20 in there. BET IT'LL BE FREAKING FULL. haha
but thats good! because we all worship ONE god! and that JESUS CHRIST OUR SAVIOUR.

Music gives me mood for the day(: its gives me the life too!
without it, i feel so like empty.
work up around 7 because sissy was preparing for work, so nosiy that she worked me up!
hmph. like forever! i wake up early, im the noisy one. haha
she wake up early, shes the noisy one. so i will play slow music and then i'll feel sleepy again, then i can sleep! but sometimes, 50/50 right, i cant go ack to sleep): yea
we both get irritated every morning. HAHA
haha, but i love her. i love my brother too :/

HAHA, my brother, came back from school yesterday with a cut on his forehead.
right above his eyebrow. ahahhah! a cut wich bleeded non stop. hhahaha
made my mum worry. when we wanted to go out already.
mumy was so worried that she actually wanted to bring go see doctor. HAHAHAA
lol, but didnt luh. not even deep cut also. yupp.
dont know how the hell he go hit by a guitar. and which ever part made i more myserious!
zzzzzzzzzzzzz.
the scar will make him more manly. HAHA, lol
i've always thought that guys must hve a few scars everywhere, this shows that they've gone through some pain(: better than not experiencing any, and when he has he'l complaint like crazyyy. omgggggg
just omaine a guy complaining all day long. like OUCH OUCH, its so painful...... ):
HAHAH, wth?


BOREDOM KILLS.


im bored right now, just waiting for that bugger's tuition teacher to come.
From 1 dragged to 2 to come. then i'll go bath and head down to church!
YAYY.

BYE BYEEEEEE,
XOXO

This is the nicest photo that esther has edited i think. Its been long since ive edited photos again!
hahaha, damn lazy uh. cos you need to click here and there, save here and there. hahaha
this what you cal LAZY PIGG(:
sentosa trip really bonded a few of us :) it was realy fun for al of us, except that the sun was
really realy hot. till we all wanted to wear slippers and paly ball! HAHA
really burning hot sand, and your feet wil get sore al over below after the game.

right now, im just slacking. its later for me already!
tmr, got jaming. got nasa talk with 6 CHURCHES, then stil got breakfast with ija,
AIYO. so many things! and now, my eyes are closing so so like now!
hahahahaaha. dont know why i became so tired.

im off to bed! goodnights loveee :D

Im so jealous, im really too jealous.
why must you be so nice to her? TSK.
i really hate to see you do that. ARGH
it kills my heart too though. but i've learnt to let go!
i dont care what you're doing, i dont go close to you.
so rich, you dont go and work laaaa. hais,
i know those dirty little secrets you guys have, i choose not to say. Then again,
i just chuck it aside, thinking that i've really let you go sometimes? but sometimes,
to think of it, you're just at a corner of my heart. knowing i didnt really let go,
i really get so jealous over it. i dont see her doing anything for you?
everyday and everytime is just i miss you i miss you, i love you i love you
i cant live without you and whatsoever? is she not living well?
FUCK la, sighhhhh





She is walking on the clouds
And falling in between the crowds,
She's trying and crying and dying
But I don't stick around
I don't know where I came from,
I don't know where I'm going
All I know is won't you take me,
Won't you take me, won't you take me away?

Oh, I'm singing,
na na na na na na, na na na na na
Away, oh, away
And we're singing,
Na na na na na na, na na na na na
Away, oh, away
And we're singing,
Na na na na na na, na na na na na
Away, oh, away
And we're singing now,
Na na na na na na, na na na na na
Away, oh, away

SATURDAY
met up with my secondary peeps to go sentosa! had really alot of fun!
to think of it, i actually miss those days we've spent together in class togather during sec4!
heh. whatever it it, on the day, SO MANY OF THEM WERE LATE!
haha, i went over to kaile's house. WC spend the night over there. yeaaa
we talked on the phone that night. He asked for breakfast. lol, so i just randomly made(:
yuppp. IN THE END, we were also late already! meet at 9.30, we LEFT at 9.30. HAHAH
okay, never mind.
WE ALL HAD FUN THERE. and i have sun burn! and i get my tan done. (:

SUNDAY
went to church as usual!(:
yupppies.
WE WORSHIP HIM WITH ALL OUR HEART.

MONDAY
started school, with all the teachers nagging us, saying exams coming coming and coming!
WE ALL KNOW LA. stressed man. really stressed lehhhh. sighs.
i fasted with the malays(: and the n broke fast with them too ;D

LETS SKIP TUESDAY(:
cos i cant remember. HAHAA

WEDNESDAY, which is today!
no pe today! haha, like finally theres a day offically without pe?
tiring you know! somemore now, malay peeps are fasting, its so hard for them!
yeaaa. RESPECT man, RESPECT! ((:
met daddy mummy and ben for dinner.
we had big pots of frog porridge. SO NICE!
there's this tv show, they rated them 7 upon 7 leh! woooooooooo.
hahaha, really shiok. then i went to prayer meeting with mummy.
first thing they see me, NURSE NURSE, i got headache(bluff bluff)!! hahahahaha
so funny. then i was frezzing again as usual. cos mummy still sick, i lend her my jacket.
EH funny thing was, pastor said. he saw my back view, he thought.
Who's this new church member?! HAHAHAAH then i turned around then he ORHHHHh.
hahahaa, uncle raja too! i went to talk to terrence at the end of service cos there was this song which really struck me just now. yeaaaaa!
so uncle raja said, if you didnt talk to terr, i wouldnt know its you! haha. LOL
auntie justina say i slim down too much. LMAO. seriously.
i dont even think i did. maybe im more tanned now? maybe getting more tan makes one look thinner! HAHAHAAH ((:


hey,
i though we had a picture together! but then think back, we didnt take any.
and even if we did. it was with other people. HAIS.
still say want to take. ZZZ
HMMPH, you piggy.
things arent going very well now. ARGH
lets just hope it gets betterrrrrr pleease.
if you know who you are, come talk to me!
we must talkkkk! ((:

SEEMS LIKE ITS A GLOOMY DAY TODAY.
its raining heavily nowww. so boring, mummy went malacca, daddy's at work.
sister went to give tuition, brother in his own world playing games like forever?
i dont know what to do. haha
really thank god that i have siblings because i cannot and never will be ALONE.
you'll never/maybe seldom see me alone la(: i can never stand being alone!!!
AH. its torture for me.
hahahahaha.


LENKA SONGS ROCK MY MOOD :D
yeah, im just a little bit caught in the middle,
life is a maze and love is a riddle.


CELL SATURDAYY
we're going to bowl later at yishun safra. followed by dinner at town suggested by marc.
hahaha, i thought of going clark quay. marc says that place is too romantic. HAHA
lol, if not town is like boring already also. except for the ion orchard now. but not very
glamourous also. HAHA,
the new shop like cotton on, RUBI (: next time there'll be some shopping mall called atom/molecule? hahaha or a shop called emerald? HAHA.

I AM BORED TO THE MAX NOWWWW. someone save me.
brother went out to lunch with his friends. SIAN, now im alone at home.
think im gona eat maggie for lunch(:
SIAN SIAN SIAN!



why psycho her when you dont want to even go?
you dont want to go liao then just kep quiet and shut your mouth can?
you made her dont want to go and said something thats not true?
i know you have limited friends la, but please think for people. You think people always want to stick with you? please la, go get a life! we're being nice to ask you to go already okay.
didnt really want to ask, because we know that you guys surely also dont want to go one.
See what i meant? ask you to go, you need so many people to persuade you? you think you're the queen is it. you think everyone must give in to you? why cant you do it? why cant you be the one giving promises?dont want to go, done, just shut that mouth of yours and stop psycho-ing.
NOT ALL PROMISES CAN BE MET!

WOOs, been long ive came online! hahha
getting more and more lazy nowadays already. haha, know why!
its becasue im getting up every morning at 5.40? even though i sleep at 10 when schooling!
haha, waking up with panda eyes everymorning. like a zombieeee. hahahaa
but never mind, after baths im always energised(CRAPP). not always luh. a few times only luh.
i'll get a seat in the bus and then sleep! haha, cos the journey is about 40 minutes?
in the morning, it always feels damn longg one laaa.
AND TODAY,
I PASSED MY CPR TEST! , FIRST ATTEMPT(:
happy eh! tough training throughout ok! had friends crying because their compressions are not good enough. They never relax! so when the machine printed out their depths and all, they failed because they're suppose to rest in between! yeaa, so that makes them fail and thus leading to a
second and third attempt. its either the compressions or the speed.
KAN CHIONG then FAST. haha like this also fail! SAVE LIVES cannot make mistakes(:
YAY, we finally finished the more inportant test already! now can concentrate on exams already.

thats al for my post, just wanted to share bout this cpr. heh (:
i miss huei.

ALL THE STRENGTH, STRENGTHEN US ALL.
for the love of god, bring us through!

thanks shirls for the band. The way you did the prayer in the games was cool :D
but tiring though. hahaha. i like the one where by you had to hold hands when you're caught?
oh oh oh! the last game, the OBSTACLES.
FREAKING FREAKING FUNNY LA! laughed till we dropped.
marc and me were just disturbing him all the way. he's tied up and blinded up.
couldnt see, we were covering our mouths and laugh hardly man. seriously
we tickled him, tapped him all you name we did. hahahahhaa
we stopped for a while cause we really couldnt take it. DARN FUNNY LA.
but terr dont want to stop, he keep thinking that we're around him, so he kepy using his
arms to swing trying to hit us. but, FAILED. hahahahaha
laughed till we were just sitting down and laughing non stop.

worship was powerful tonight. this is the first youth service that i remember we jumped for god
during worship (: could feel his presence there.
practiced from around 2 all the way to 6. phews, hard work was paid off.
guessed the guys put in effort to help and make the place *feel* nice.
they put blue translucent paper over the lights, thus making them blue lights!
lol, hahahaha and also we tilted the spot lights. DAMN COOL. ^-^
WE SIMPLY JUST HAD FUN.
Lord, all WE need is YOU.

school as per normal, boring and noisy. hahah
going back to school later to meet teacher with sheril. ARGH.
irritating and ma fun. for now, maybe i'll catch some sleep!

addicted to hearing paparazzi now,
so niceeeey! :D hearing it again and again.
ringing in my head right now.

'cause you know that baby I
I'm your biggest fan  I'll follow you until you love me,
papa paparazzi baby,
 there's no other superstar  you know that I'll be your
papa paparazzi promise I'll be kind,
but I won't stop until that boy is mine 
baby you'll be famous, chase you down until you love me 
papa paparazzi



LOVE CAN BE SO MEAN. 
he can break many things, like my heart. 
tell me you'll stay. you'll find your way. 
so find your way.

HAPPY NURSES DAY to people whom i know are nurses! :D
currently at yuqi's house. haha
went swimming in the morning. just bathed finished only. hahahahahaha
not much sun also. TSK. boringggggg. ):
not that tanned also. arghhhh NEVER MIND
but at least i went SAUNA((:
hahahahahha we're planning next week to go again! but this time with qiyu! :3
having maggie for lunchhhh. hahaha
oh wells! , i miss peopleeeeeee ):
just the though of me letting you go makes me feel so down. sighs

heading down to church later.
for whoever hast brought me up, i'll love them till the end.
till then supp!
XOXO nurses!