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Tuesday, October 27, 2009,10:56 PM

never ending lies

always remember we're jsut ordinary people! No matter how good you are with something,
you're still like a normal person, not a super great hero kinda thing. you know?
why are some people just so proud? they're so egoistic! sorry if it hits you a little,
im just saying it like generallly only. YUPP, so remember,

WE'RE JUST ORDINARY PEOPLE!

Girl im in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon
Past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday

I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss then we make up on the way

I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay

Take it slow
Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave,
maybe you'll return
Maybe another fight
Maybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll grow
We never know baby youuuu and I

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Heyyy)
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

xoxo,
joceeeeeee!

Saturday, October 24, 2009,2:15 PM

shoot me right there.

HOLD ME UP.
fuck, i was being fooled. those were just times of filrting behaviour!
to think i fell for that. just told me that he thinks of her everyday.
then what were we that point of time?
you could have just told me that you dont like right?! wth,
why did you have to do that to me for?!
FREAK ASSHOLE.
whatever it is, you've just made me hate you so so much.

being certain is the right thing now in my mind. The next decision im gonna make, its so gonna be right man. im going to consider much much more already. how i wish i could turn back the time, that all those things that has already happen, i can prevent and stop it from coming. ARGH! if only i knew i wouldnt have said anything from the start.

i'll just stop thinking of you and you'll be out in a day! (:
stop worrying about tomorrow as today has its own problem to worry for!

GOD, you're all i need and all that i want now.
i need your touch right now. Bring me back to where i was if i have drifted away from you.
i surrender my all to you and you are in control of my life!

starting attachment again on monday. its so sad that those people there are like so mean.
why? bloody indians! sorry but the staffs there are really horrible and mean. serious.
not even the en la, even the hca. super action! never mind, we'll just bear with it! ONE WEEK!!
haha. so siannnnn.
clean clean clean butts butts butts die die die
NURSE'S JOB IS NOT GLAMOUROUS. its just that you have the love and care for people(:
alright la,
end here!

xoxo,
joceeee

Saturday, October 17, 2009,1:39 AM

put on a show

PEOPLE I MISS
kimberly sheril min roshan jeanny.
shiirah mirah sulyana sally

NEO SHU HUEI! huiling! nicole! michelle!
our sentosa trip haven yet to be gone!! SO FASTER BE FREE!! :D

so what if i miss you. forget it laaa.
shut me off? hais alright.
was being a fool for like 2 days? ARGH.
FUCK IT BOY.

1:14 AM

single

Am I supposed to put my life on hold
Because you don't know how to act
And you don't know where your life is going
Am I supposed to be torn apart, broken hearted, in a corner crying?
Pardon me if I don't show it

I don't care if I never see you again (oh no) I'll be alright
Take this final piece of advice and get yourself together,
But either way baby, I'm gone

I'm so over it, I've been there and back
Changed all my numbers and
Just in case you're wondering
I got that new I'm a single girl swag
Got me with my girls and we're singin' it sing!
Na na na na hey na na na na hey hey hey hey goodbye
Na na na na hey na na na na hey hey hey hey goodbye

Cut my hair 'cuz it reminded me of you
I know you like the long 'do,
Had to switch my attitude up
Thinkin' of changing up how I ride, No more
On the passenger side
Too bad you miss out on the way that I drive it
I don't care if I never see you again (ooohhh, oh no) I'll be alright
[ Kristinia DeBarge Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
Take this final piece of advice and get yourself together,
But either way baby, I'm gone!

I'm so over it, I've been there and back (yeah oh)
Changed all my numbers and
Just in case you're wondering (Ohhhohhohhoh)
I got that new I'm a single girl swag (Single girl swag)
Got me with my girls and we're singin' it sing!
Na na na na hey na na na na hey (hey) hey hey hey goodbye (hey yeah)
Na na na na hey (hey) na na na na hey (hey) hey hey hey goodbye (goodbye)

Hey hey, hey hey hey
Goodbye

Wednesday, October 14, 2009,4:54 PM

snap and its gone

SUPP SUPP OHIIII~

once again, attachment start.
super sian to the max! hahaha cleaning people's butt again all. HAHA
but never mind. im planning to go to paramedic(: damn cool isnt it! ahahaha
have been on monning shift all the while, like finally tmr im on afternoon! YAY
ahaha, the staff, the ward im in now, is the worst i will ever vote.
they are not friendly, except for a few la. the rest super irritating and freaking hell,
TWO HEADED. tsk tsk tsk. oh lord, helpppp.

have been meeting up alot of times, good times have. bad times like dont have.
or should i say HAVE YET to come. ahahaha, but no matter what, you always never fail to make me smile(: dont know why.
Even i see your face already i want to smile. hahaha
-.- retarded right me. HHAAHA .
' MAHAL KITA' :3

recently my family, we were just talking bout the trip im going at the end of this year.
okayy. we're coming back on my birthday! but its at night. thennnnn thennnn
i ask if i can spend overnight outside. straight away the answer is NO.
you know how sad was i? hais. like hello leh, i will be fucking EIGHTEEN alreeadyyyy!!!
why cannot. my birthday a few more hours also cannot siaa. HAIS
what is wrong?! ):
dad said something which really hurt me :/
he said oh so you think your friends are more important la, then you dont go to hk then. dont go. fuck sia, like that say. i freaking cried the whole night. hahahah
come on man. they dont even trust me at all! when they say they gave me their trust all.
all crap man. zzz
super duper sad. and its like i'll be with them the whole day eh. hmmph
then i tired never mind, i just want to spend with my close friends siak.
forget it luh.

XOXO
baebi :D

Monday, October 05, 2009,7:41 PM

FCUK IT

now she freaking hell say no.
WHAT THE FUCK FUCK FUCK LA SIA!!
chalet eh, you tell me, bbq night you go, MUST stay!!
now, im the fcking spoiler cann. tsk

I SERIOUSLY GOT NO LIFE. bloody hell.
just go and die jocelyn, go.

i mean, hello. i am like eighteen already can.
wtf? no staying overs? no staying up the night outside?
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG MANNN.
chalet eh, friends lehh. CANNOT? NO?!
GO AND JUMP LAAA.
walau, im damn disappointed.

yesterday asked if i can stay over at my friend's place, she said no also.
i good girl. i never show face ok. but now?
shes not giving me face! making me a damn loser can.

4:45 PM

always

SUPPPPPP! :D

its monday! stayed home the whole day, didnt go anywhere.
actually sissy and i were planning to go swim then eat. but no sun.
and freaking heck, we were super lazy to get up and go outtt. HAHAAH
so, in the end, we cooked roti prata! HAHA with lotsa sugarrrrrr.

she went for handball tournament. all the ball games she play.
tsk tsk tsk, last time was volleyBALL, now hnadBALL. hahahah

siann, ben is going to have tuition later, im just going to stone at home!
hope i can meet ayu laterrrr. (:
been meeting up late at nights this few days. hahah

zzz, irritating mom dont let me stayover at friend's house,
really pissed me off to the max.
my cohord, other class are having chalet. im going to ask if i can stay over on tues night!!
((: wanna have fun through the night you knowww!! :D
if she says no, im going to freaking hell go home at 12. WTH, chalet cant stay over.
its gonna be damn no life and fucking spoiler.
so i just pray that i really can goooo!

have been dreaming of you thrice? in 2 days.
how can i be. ARGh, scary dreams i have. ):

HOW CAN I BE ON THE SAME RANK AS HER?! )):
walau, not that i say im damn ego but i think im better than her siaa.

i really miss you.
lets go puff it together.

Friday, October 02, 2009,11:22 PM

why dont you just take a breath

The light was leaving,

in the west it was blue

The children's laughter sang

Skipping just like the stones they threw

The voices echoed across the way

It's getting late

It was just another night

With the sun set

And the moon rise not so far behind

To give us just enough light

To lay down underneath the stars

Listen to papas translations

Of the stories across the sky

We drew our own constellations

The west winds often last too long

The wind may calm down

Nothing ever feels the same

Sheltered under the Kamani tree

Waiting for the passing rain

Clouds keep moving to uncover the scene

Stars above are chasing the day away

To find the stories that we sometimes need

Listen close enoughAll else fades, fades away

It was just another night

With the sun set

And the moon rise not so far behind

To give us just enough light

To lay down underneath the stars

Listen to all the translations

Of the stories across the sky

We drew our own constellations

6:42 PM

puff puff puff

been lazy this few days to blog. ahahhaa but noy bad, had quite alot of things happening this week! yup
i went jalan raya with the malays, collected random packets from their parents :D
thought there would be more people but only like 12? yea, but noy bad,
i had fun! other girls had blisters and all. yupp

tmr, my secondary school is celebrating mooncake festival. HAHA,
they're inviting only yck alumni(s). Besides celebrating, i think its just another way
of catching up with your friends that you've long talked to. yuppp. hope it'l be fun.

there wont be any youth service or jamming too tmr i think? Because marc is gonna have exams soon, although dom is having holiday still. its a day for kids to study and a rest day for the older youths(: YUPP!

haha, i went shopping with mummy yesterday. didnt go town, however, we went woodlands
to have nice lunchhhh and just walked arounddd randomly. HAHA, she went to those winter shops to look at those cool jackets. And also walked around to see shoes!
super funny! we were trying guy's version of the lacoste's shoe. its quite girly actually, but dont have my mummy's size~ she loved it. too bad.
Next, we popped by royal sporting house, she saw a covered shoe, like flats but with a strap on.
she totally liked it too! but she say its to ex to just buy and go hong kong and wear. but she dont want to wear it in spore. dont know why! zzz

headed to chua chu kang which we totally didnt think of going there at all.
AHHAHA, can you believe my mum actually bought cotton on shorts?! haha!!
and its onyl 2 bucks. well well, she said oh go beach or whatever can wear. hah,
i bought shorts again too :D 10 bucks only. and ITS RED!! (: ghees*

so after that met jer for dinner at thai express(:
ate some werid tau guaaa, dont know what was that.
oh, CHENDOL was nice i must admit! asked for bill, we thought it would be ard 30 bucks.
but it overshot! was 37. *tongues out*
hah! so funny, okay whatever.

HE drove me to go draw money first thennnnnnnn we headed to ritz apple strudel shop!
the last time he ate strudel was when it came out!!! haha. how super long is that?!
lol, so i brought him there, showed him directions and whatever. (HAHA)
so missed the turn! had to make a U-turn and another turn to go back in! SUPER FUNNY.
hahahaa. tsk tsk tsk. (:
had a nice apple strudel with him. LETS GO AGAIN :D

i had fun that day(: