maybe it's time for me to really let it go.
ive been standing in the way, there nothing i can ever ever do, seriously
I GIVE UP, i cant stand it any longer.
really hurts me to see all those stupid shits. fuck man, just eats me so much!
no christian guys seems to be working out for me, im just waiting for him to come.
why dont i go aside, perhaps to just make me realise that hes not the one for me.
ive been there for him, but he just dont it! sighs, what a disappointment.
now that you've waited for that to happen, arent you happy.
see i told you, and i knew that was gonna happen.
*shakes head*
you have ever ever been waiting for, it has come!
happy now? thats what you wanted,
i'll see how long this will last. really makes me so so sad to see.
dont fall too deep please?
i guess it;s really dumb for me to give it up i think. AIYA, i've told her. she asked me to carry on, and not to give up. sorry girl, i really cant do it anymore. the more i see him and her tgt, the more heart-burned i get!! i really cant stand it. sighs, oh lord. This is the time i really really need you to be here for me.
get over it, jocelyn.
he sucks, bear this in mind.