dont know if im jealous or what la but somehow i just feel one kind whenever i see his photo, he standing/sitting or whatever so close to her. i dont want to be jealous because shes his best friend and like if i am, it'll start to spoil our relationship somehow): i didnt plan to tell you because im scared that it might affect me you.

sigh, i didnt like the way you talked to me. i know there is NOTHING NOTHING NO WAY that theres something between you guys okay. it just came up to me. i dont know why why why why, it just came to me alright? i feel bad not telling, then i keep inside i feel another kind. why why why?

why cant i just talk it out? why am i like a snail always hiding inside the shell? joce, why cant you just spit it out? why must type it out somewhere one?

AHH, when can i stay out late too? ): freaking have to be home by 11 la! like omggg
damn sad. if only i didnt have curfew. sighs, i can go anywhere i likeee. even just to stay out a night when i dont feel like staying/going home. BUT, I CANT, i just CANT): you dont know how much i wish to stay out late without consent everyday. zzz

went to get groceries just now with my family. we freaking spent like 244 at ntuc. LOL
my sister is freaking freaking aunty already please. cannot stand here, walking like a damn horse's speed, snatching for place to sit in the train. ZZZ! therefore making me likr walk fast fast too. -.- haha, anyway. ya taxi queue at amk hub was long man. Daddy couldn't/ dont want
to wait thats that he called one. taxi stinked! gave me a little of headache but nvm okay alreadyyy.


I MISS YOU, YEO YONG WEI.
xoxo

hello!
haha, working at expo friday sat and sun(:
just to act as a korean brides maid i can earn moneyy! woooo easy peasy. haha
yaa its a damn slack job. (:
Thanks debbie.

seems like you dont even miss me at all. you're living your own life and not even a msg from you.
dont you miss me? just wanna tell you over here that ive missed you gf. sigh yea its true, im definetly disappointed with you. busted me, so sad. but aiya its over anyway.
whatever it is. keep your stuffs to yourself? lock it in the cupboard or smth la. dont let that minah go and take your things la, or you just go and grab her stuff or what la. aiyo,
dateline for that spa is 31 march. so fast fast okay.
MISS YOU babe.

baby boy got 2 more exams to go but its like on wed and fri, still quite longggg. zzz!
next week is ycamp already and i know i cannot afford to be jealous. HEE HEE.
i wont la! just be normalll(: JUST KIDDING, lol
anyway. IMISSYOULOVE!
see you soon baby.

my leg is rotting after that damn fall on cny! freaking bruise not going down and like im having rashes over that area. ZZZZ! like totally la. omggg damn itchyy.
haiy, im so problematic, so many many problems. cant seem to solve them.
WHAT TO DO? ):
will he lose faith?
will he fall for another girl?
will he stop loving me?
i miss him ):

thats all, ive gotta go bath alr! byee

xoxo,
joceey

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baby is studying in school right now, i dont know what to do.
online got nothing much to do already. always the same thing over and over again. HAHA
tv also same thing here and there la. haha
as you know i like being random, have sent out a few random msges to my girly friends. HEE
dont be shock! (:

If only i am that rich i would go shopping everyday! buying all the things i want.
i really want my own laptop and camera. because my sister dont like to share things with me
when she herself say aiya, dont buy because she have. She has but she doesnt want to share with me of cos i get my own la, dumb dmb ass. Same thing goes for clothes, she can wear mine but whenever i wear hers, shes pissed. wth la-.-
anyway, im hoping to get one this year or maybe the next half year?

today's a really hot day, and im really missing him right now):
miss tanning with him. miss going out with him. miss walking home with him.
after this week i guess we can meet already! (:
loving the hammies i gave him. dang, i missed the moment when he found out i was gonna get him! the face must be a *must see* face! missed it! lol
sure in shock. HAHA

I'M REALLY BOREDDDD.
sian to the core.


can i have a rainbow customed ice cream? HAHA
how bout a rainbowed phone? :D
or maybe a rainboww chained necklace?
perhaps i could have my whole room painted rainbow! hee hee
all this im just kidding la. siao, it'll never happen.
hard to finddd. i think they dont even exist la. HAH
just letting my imagination running wilddddd.


sighs, you said to send her off together. In the end not calling me go. Not as if i couldnt make it but i didnt know it was yesterday. that time busted me go meet iqah last minute.
now busted never call me tgt. nevermind i know where i stand right now.
is this what you call best friends? )):
i miss those days with youu, haiy



be back soon, bye.

XOXO,
joceey

im home alone, eating lunch by myself.
Sister just called me saying she lost my card. zzzz You better find back.
having monthly cramps everytime is so sick. It just makes me find it more gross each time. HAH
but how can it be right. its gonna be with me for life! actually not really la, but 50 years? HAH
if only we can menopause at the age of 20! how cool is that. zzz just being lame.
To think of it, its not really fair! women bears all the pain lorrrr.
1. cramps pain
2.child birth?
-labour pain
-post labour pain

SEE! theres so many pain. haha and like every month im having this idiotic problem):
makes me so so sian. zzz
OMG, the pain is killing me )):
got to go lie down.


ALL THE BEST BABY FOR YOUR EXAMS.

xoxo,
joceey

okay, ive gotta really go apply for job already! haha, its like 3rd week of febuary!
haha, still slacking especially ayu iqah and me. i dont know bout the rest. Maybe some even stop nursing and doing other things? yupp
IMH soon! stop lazing joce! ayu! and iqah!
always say go but forever ending up not going because of some reasons. LOL

anyways, shaun's having exams next week, so this means that the next whole week cant really met him. ):
hoping time will really pass as how it passes normally! ALL THE BEST BABY. and you tewo naughty little ones,
MAO MAO and RUBY better listen to him okay!(:

went to lunch with debbie shirlyn and my sister after church.
dont sound like we eat alot, but apparently we're all damn full! haha,
all had the same chicken sausage without peas! (: and apple crumble at the last.
shirlyn was so full she want to vomit alr. HAHA
went home after that.

SHITTED when i got home. my sister and brother both lao sai yesterday night.
think we ate something not cooked. zzz
anyway, my relative's are all coming over for dinner at my house. hee
STEAMBOATING AGAIN((:

thats all! byee


XOXO,
joceey

i took this from my kitchen window. It was like 1215 i think.
late cos they set up alr, then the car wanted to pass by.
The wax all got baby's sweat. eeee HAHA
two days ago was our first anniversary(:
woooooo. Got a surprise from him, bluffing me that hes going home but hes actually at my house downstairs preparing. HAHAH
SUPER ROMANTIC la. thats my baby. LOL
know what i got for him? HAMSTERS!!! (:
his love. can overtake me already. hahahahha, just kidding(:
thank you baby for sharing your life with me, glad to have you tooooooo :D
MAO MAO and RUBY, my cuties! they've marked the wheel as their pee-ing place. and they run and their fur all got their urine. so ugly. poor shaun have to keep cleaning. HAHA. but he enjoys it la i bet. Right? (: hee hee

Had a late celebration of valentine's day in church yesterday!
tied two pony tail, looked like a freaking kiddo!
Theme was two is better than one. almost lost my phone cos i forgot where i put it.
gave me a damn shock laaa): called and called.
Then michelle and i changed one side of our slippers, then she went home with it. SUPER FUNNY. ben had to drive back and send. The two couples went out for supper. zzz,as usual.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE((:

GOODAFTERNOON(:
being a guai girl today, never go out. HAHA Having reunion dinner tonight. woo, shiokness i bet. but eat eat eat hor, later dont even know can fit into my dresses not man. HAHA,
cant wait to collect ang paos from everyoneeeeee. This is the only time my friends and I will be thick skin(: every year once. hee hee

This year my sister and I are more chinese, we're gonna wear the traditional qi pao. HAHAH
can believe? mine is pink and white! and hers is like black and red. HOT
hahhaha, we bought it in hong kong late last year. (: abit scared to wear actually, everyone will see and comment. i bet! first day going to church then to granny's house to collect more ang paos! dont know if im going like to my granny's side of relatives, BIG BIG HOUSE accompanied with BIG BIG DOGS(scary!). hahaha alot of ang paos to collect there know, even if its 4bucks in one,accumulated right, plus many people, i can get up to 250 know! :D
but its been 2 years since we've gone already. so not really sure though.

2nd day of cny! kimberly will be leaving. siannnnn wont be seeing her anymore! BON VOYAGE(: have fun over there kk. god bless you my dearest.
its okay if you dont have the physical things in life, most important is the friendship you have among each other.
Will surely have lots of fun on the second day((: because i have baby with me.

He just bought a pictionary-man. Its the new version on the pictionary game! looks reeallllly realy fun! :D they give you props- an man-liked toy with butt(so cute!), with two other random shapes for you to draw on. Yes, you draw on them! (: its really fun. hahhaha waiting to play with baby soon. hahah i'll see you on monday love.

3rd day, i dont know what im doing. HAHAHA
just have fun. who cares what im doing.

thats all for today, yu sheng dinner later with all my cuties! gonna cam whore too((: Haha

XOXO,
joceeybeeez

hey there!
been busy this few weeks, dont know with what also. Everyday going out with friends here and there. They're never ending because i have never ending grp of friends((:
HAHA, cheh. say till im so popular like that. Hmm, no la its just that we've not been catching up since attachment and so we wanna like meet up more often. especially,
KIMBERLY, I WILL MISS YOU! yea, we're going to have a great night tonight babeh.

can you believe its so fast to cny?! omgg, like this sunday! haha collecting ang paos in church! and its valentine's day too! but who cares, i want ang paosssss. NO LA, i do care((: because of the SOMEONE, he made it worth for that day. Anyway,This is the time to be thick skin! (: going to pamper myself soon! Michelle and I are going to do nails and also plan the val's event. some mtv thingyyy we're having. bet it'll be so much fun! YAY.

This mr tan haiping is bringing me, esther and wc to play wiiiiii on friday(:
dont want to get too vigorous again, cos the last time i played with yoko,bee,daniel and gf, I totally had muscle cramps on my arm and i cant even get some sleep! bad experience):
haha, but anyways, I HAD FUN:D and bla bla bla.

Going visiting on the 2nd day((:
STEAMBOAT with people who can all reallllly wallop food! dont look down on me okkk.
HAHA, this will be the first HALAL steamboattt im having on chinese new year i guess? LOL

baby's having test in school now, i wish you all the best ya(:
surprises will come to you sooooon! and thanks for the cake.

I'm having shashimi and prawn cravings nowwww!!
can someone get it for me? *SLURPS* , *drooling*


XOXO,
joceey

hey!
wont be saying much, lazy to blogg. hahh
just officially graduated from nursing, like finally. LOL
thinking where to go nexttt. i dont knowww, maybe imh? maybe ttsh? maybe ktph?
anyways, i'll be back to blogg soon ok! (:



xoxo,
bumbleebee
byeee.