recently ive been feeling breathless over and over again,

do you know how it feels to be so breathless and you feel like crying at the same time?

let me tell you.............it feeeeels horrible, f-ing horrible ttm.

am i a very hard to understand person?

im sucha failure.

I'VE FAILED

I'VE FAILED

I'VE FAILED

I'VE FAILED.

)': )': )':

you know there are times when you just feel so down, you dont wanna work, you dont wanna do anything at all? not even talking or eating? you know you just wanna lie down and just do nothing at all? that kind of shitty-ness, no one will understand, no one.

yeah. thats how lousy i am feeling right now.

okay, my blog officially died for a few months! HAHa, and now im back around again!

looking back for the past few months, i realised that actually, now my life is like all about work work work work! HAIS,

its so hard for me to take time off for god? i just wished that i could at least have like 2 times off/week! So hectic! everyday looking at the day people, same routine, same games.

should i quickly change to general ward first? i dont know, i really dont know.

Baby's going to genting for holiday next week already! SO FUN! dont know when was the last time i went over to genting to have fun man, gosh i miss the theme park!

Pray that stupid NM will grant my request!

if he does not give me and its impossible to change shift, i'd rather not work anymore. whats the point of the request form when he dont give us what we want? RIGHT? it happened before anyway. lololol what a useless manger.

phews, anyways! time passes so so fast!! Its hast been 9 months plus since we were together already((: i really appreciate him and will prolly dont want to let him go! heehee,

iloveyou milove, and hope that we can last as long as possi.

GOD, I WANNA GO OVERSEAS TOO, could you cut off the curfews??

hmm,lets see! many many many many things to do on this October, November and December!

i have many upcoming birthdays,wedding,events to attend! I have halloween parties too, engagement parties,birthday celebrations and all. phews, time really really seriously pass so fast this 2010! its going christmas soon!! omggg, mission trip this year too! so many people want to take leave for christmas cos they needa go back to their country): what about us? if they take on the exact day, then i cant?? no priority to citizens? NOT FAIR)): but i dont think i can take like a week off to go mission trip): SO SAD TOO BAD.

OH! theree's also camp! should i stay? or should i just drop by? i hope maybe i can take leave!! for that 4 days! just go and be extra!! heehee

anyways, december is a packed month! so i need my cute lill polka dot schedule book with me always!! HEEHEE

okay i think ive posted long enough.

Am gonna go shopping with my mommy and sister later!! SHIOKS ^^

Its my beloved girlfriend birthday today!

Quickly come back to singapore please, i missed you for so long.

Not even facebook msges, you've left for me):

my grownup girl now(:

the last time we met was like at novena. super long already.

Time to meet up? (: