
recently ive been feeling breathless over and over again,
do you know how it feels to be so breathless and you feel like crying at the same time?
let me tell you.............it feeeeels horrible, f-ing horrible ttm.
am i a very hard to understand person?
im sucha failure.
I'VE FAILED
I'VE FAILED
I'VE FAILED
I'VE FAILED.
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you know there are times when you just feel so down, you dont wanna work, you dont wanna do anything at all? not even talking or eating? you know you just wanna lie down and just do nothing at all? that kind of shitty-ness, no one will understand, no one.
yeah. thats how lousy i am feeling right now.